fifteenwhispersoftheheart.

the final goodbye. #77

2010-09-04T07:02:00.000-07:00

BYE WORLD.

DAYONE.

2010-09-03T20:43:00.000-07:00

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Oh this should be pretty easy. :)

WINNIE : thank you so much for being a major source of inspiration. you taught me a lot of things in a small span of time. you teach me things that teachers can't and sometimes i might be a major horrible person but thanks for sticking with me! you know a lot of people can't stand me but you're still here, and that makes it count :)

HANYI : HIYA WHITEY HONEY BUMBLE BEE DURIAN BOB ROOMIE~ hahaha i can hardly remember all that :) thanks for sharing your inner thoughts with me, always being randomly up and down and sitting with me @ the bus stop to talk ^^ whoosh im so glad i get to be your roommate for surabaya (cause that means i can bully you more;D)

JEANETTE : you must be sick of me telling this to you but im honestly really touched @ what you said at exco meeting. "at least give me a chance to defend them". just thinking about it makes me cry/tear up. it tells me something real important - that topsix is important to you and that you care. it's major motivation for me as your VP, and you're making me real glad to be supporting you. never feel like you're not up to it, because you definitely have got that cool head of yours to keep you ahead! no one would have you up there if no one knew you could do it. :) thanks for talking to me yesterday! waste of time but yes, interesting conver ^^

CHERYLMINE : thanks for always being so caring and lovely as a fellow topsix. you say you feel loved by topsix when all i did was to try and make your wednesday. :) you still check with me to make sure im okay :D really love you dearie! :) you make my sad days a bit better with your TLC and all that gentle concern (:

I TAKE BACK MY WORDS. IT'S HARD TO FIND SO MANY PEOPLE.

VALERIE : thanks for being that natural bimbo that you are and letting me bully you all the time :P i may seem like a horrid suan-you-everyday person but you know i love you :)

FELICIA : WHOOSH thanks for always being there ^^ you're like always where i am and you're forever willing to spend time with me :) really love all those moments where we play and talk and basically chill ~

ZHEN AN : i havent told you this before, have i? you're super easy to talk to. i cant believe i only realised it this year :X

TZEFUNG : you major motivator + funny dadang! hahaha OMG you're always the life and soul and always prompting us to laugh :) yet when you're serious... WHOA (!) watch out people, tzefung needs things done! sooo... (Y) for you! :D really terrific how you strike that balance ^^

JIAWEI : hey you! dont angry liao lah ><>

SEEKIM : HIYA PRETTY! :) you always pout when you see me! even though it's cute ah, makes me feel sad! why see me then like that huh! :( ahahaha serjean and huijun are right! you DO always smell nice ~~ :) hahaha talked to you like once or twice h2h only but i really appreciated you for being there ^^

whoosh finally done :)

oh boy! been super busy with the surabaya fundraising meeting ! had to rearrange everything again and again. i dont think anyone has been so insistent like me to make sure everyone can be around manxzxz. makes me seem so fickle minded O: but yeah, i got many cool plans for group four! they're cool to me at least :3 so imma write it out on a piece of paper B) hopefully all turns out well :D

gonna start homework! wish me luck in finishing the piles of homework :(

(L)HSINTUNG.

Confessions?

2010-09-02T05:57:00.000-07:00
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Maybe I should do this :) Winnie's doing it, and it seems fun to be confessing so many things without knowing who's there to read it;)

BUSIER THAN A BUSY BUSY BEE.

2010-09-01T06:54:00.000-07:00
I'm busier than a busy pig can get.
Yesterday I finally met Jezreel for real hahahaha. I always knew her from sight (explained by Winnie's habit of yelling out her various seniors' names!) and yesterday she talked to Winnie, so I like talked to her. :D Jerome was being an idiot, as per normal. Maybe I'll try uploading pictures ahahaha. (on fb I mean!) So then me, zhen an, ruijie, winnie and jezreel went for lunch @ singpost macs! saw dominic and qixuan there :) also saw branton foo (jerk!) who didnt see us ahahah :D
oh yes, yesterday's teacher's day celebration was COOOOOOOL. jealous of the people who know how to dance Oh! and Genie!! :'( i will learn one day, i swear! :) lucifer was whoaaa. those people sure can dance! :D wedding dress got me hooked onto the korean version. fake brother was on stage hahaha. AND NO WINNIE, CHENGJUN, KENNETH : I DO NOT LOOK LIKE HIM! :D omg the dance club was effin' hot and chio and graceful. im super envious :P mass danced! ahahaha aces day epic fail! ZOMG i was made to go dance on the table :( so maluuuuuuuuuuuu. but i danced with seekim and hanyi (which also meant i looked the least graceful) haha stood in front of sec fours. super scary.

Me: I should smile more right! Cause if I don't smile people say i look scary.
Seekim: Sure not! You try dont smile and see.
Me: *stops smiling*
Seekim: *turns head away* Uhh.

:(/ :) ? Idk if that's supposed to be a good thing or a bad thing hahaha.

Busy like some bee lorh. i dont know what i did with my life yesterday night. oh but i do know this morning i woke up, played, bathed EARLY (one of the rare moments) and then did ss project. UNTIL NOWWW. did timeslots also :) whoosh but im not done editing HOW!!! :( i havent even started. which means chiong NOW. im not done with homework either (oh damnxz) i made a list of what homework to do when! but obviously i did not follow it :'( so i guess that means tonight also no need sleep liao.

i havent done chem elearning yet.
this means double work for tomorrow : i need to do it for chem test on fri.
it also means reading TFA tmrw. since im not done with last one or two chapters -.-

like i said. busy. i have absolutely no time to go netball :( GRRRRRRRRRR:@ i need my dose of netball! but honestly, training quite slack nowadays. better take that back before coach decides we all need 2.4KM runs every week rawr!

damn i better start work. ^^

(L) HSINTUNG.

number seventy two.

2010-08-29T03:17:00.000-07:00
nothing much these few days!
lit proj finally complete.
now doing ss proj WHOOSH.
had 2nd trial on tues.
interview on thurs was cancelled due to delay.
fri had mass dance rehearsal till effin' late.
and ytd had AUDIBLE HEARTS PEER SYMPOSIUM! :)
phew almost wanted to pon cause not enough sleep but thankfully i went! :D
super fun!
my group was tiny. muahahaha. especially towards the end.
we had:
GROUP NINE
Sylvia (grp facil)
me
nerissa
jiayan
claire
hui zhen
amanda

played i never, mao mao, cross the line(meaningful as it carried on common thread with events later)
had many speakers for 6 different topics about peer support. i feel like i know a lot now!:P
world cafe. planning of programme for a 1k dollars youth grant! we had a pretty cool plan! but i think i didnt present well enough so no one got persuaded :(
scenario-based training was next! my group got real pathetic, about three, including me, with sylvia at the very end! but the small group really made it fun~~
the people were really in character. EFFIN SCARY I TELL YOU. esp the suicidal one. and the game addict flare up at me :'(
food was damn good, and SOBS i didnt get my magazine that i wanted T.T
but yeah made a lot of cool, awesome friends~
went to val's house to do ss proj after that ;)

<33,hsintung.

P.S I should be doing homework now :(
P.P.S Feeling like no one cares.

2010-08-18T06:30:00.000-07:00
never felt so tired. EVER.

slept at my latest timing ever. 3.30AM. I PWN.

somehow i didnt fall asleep today :)

wish me luck. triple tests tmrw! :'(
plus they're amaths (WTHELL), bio (HARDCORE MEMORISE) and chem spa theory (INCL. CALCULATIONS WTHHH)

IMMA GONER.

(L) HT.

throw all the restrictions far away.

2010-08-08T05:35:00.000-07:00
I LOVE MY BOBBIES <3.

went out w/ them again today! :) woke up @ nine then i was like, still damn early so went back to sleep. woke up @ 1115!:( so i was freaking out and spammed breakfast + bird's nest (such a rare treat... MUST ENJOY!) then i was contemplating whether to bathe or not. i decided to. WORST DECISION OF MY LIFE. i ended up being late for hanyi's torch bearing! SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH :'(

helped her get her bag, dragged branton foo to the mrt. WTHECK JERKKKKK. we enter the mrt station then he asked, 'eh wanna run or not? one more minute sia' then i looked @ the screen.the train to dhoby ghaut reached alr but the one to marymount havent yet, left 1min. so i was like anything lorh. then i saw yuki and went to say hi. somehow the dhoby ghaut train arrived and he run over. @ first i thought he dont wanna go stadium/klp w/ the bobs anymore and wanted to go out w/ friends! then i realised belatedly that that was the train i was supposed to go on (T.T) and i missed it while he was happily on the train waving to me -.- reached stadium alr and went up the escalator and saw this CERTAIN PINK SHIRT GUY WALKING DOWN THE STAIRS AND HE FINALLY SAW ME.
Me: Wah so nice wait inside for me ah?
Branton : Of course lah, so gentleman right.
Me: Yeah, yu liao bu dao.
Branton: Huh?

repeated yu liao bu dao like three times for him -.-"

yeah so met with bobs and ate kfc. met joseph + 3EP guys and waited for hanyi w/ her orange torchbearing shirt hahaha:D

went to arcade. wah damn happy! first time in forever that i spent five bucks @ arcade. play until super shiok:D bishi bashi-ed the new one and played bball (400+ final score:D) and percussion mastered and mario karted(v. long nvr play le!) and bishi-bashi-ed the new-old one:) whooooooooosh :) wah super happy.

bowled and tio pwned by zexin! za & xinhao taught me how to play and finally got no gutters in the end. phewwwwwwwww.

we all went spastic @ the palm reading machine. all the guys tried and their s*x level v. high. hahaha. heng the girls never try (Y)

ATE SNOW ICE! mango one. the auntie v. nice and gave me+hanyi+zexin extra cause we three share one awwww! i prefer strawberry though!

yeap so officially i wasted another one of my days. maybe tonight i'll stay up late to finish one or two pieces of work ;) I HOPE I WILL. I SHOULD RIGHT!

tues going out for S4 outing. dont really wanna go out AGAIN and spend money sia. but this is SECTION FOUR we're talking about! must go! :) even if for a while also must :D:D:D

YAY that's it byebye :)

(L) HSINTUNG.

BROKE.

2010-08-07T09:09:00.000-07:00
WHOOSH went out to yog opening ceremony rehearsal w/topsix + mrchua today!:)

pretty cool. went loads of walking like seriously!:) even jiawei(vballer) and cherylmine(FITFITFITFITFIT) also say wah cannot take it! i think i walked like very slow so not too tired yet ahahaha:D
keep trying to return tzefung money! until now idk where the money go LOL LOL LOL.
then walked @ cold storage and someone PIANG the red wine and cherylmine chua tio! thankfully she was fine- just a bit shocked so very good for her:D then yeah i spent like nineteen bucks in one hour T.T so feeling really broke atm.
then mr chua keep telling us buy sushi and jeanette super excited haha:D somehow we took train to promenade then went carrefour. mr chua: carrefour got sell sushi right? us: yeah.... and mr chua walked straight into carrefour. NEVER STOP @ ALL and went straight for sushi counter. ROFL:P

walked to the floating platform. cool sia never been there before!

wait wait wait super long and just eat and eat and eat. this kinda thing in the end also not full one lorh ahahah. but still got a lot of food so i spent my money but feel like very accomplished cause of all the food B)

while waiting what did we do? JEANETTE BROUGHT HER CAM AND OF COURSE WE CAMWHORED HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!:D should upload right!must go nag @ jeanette;D

then mr chua say need to write reflection like OMG! but i think describe describe describe.... 300 words not enough worhs! :) hahaha wait later i cant write then dieeeeeeeeeeeee.

the music super cool. like resounding in the heart and body. got that thrill ya know? oh most memorable: children *pat pat* LISTEN TO YOU ACTION and we *CLAP CLAP* back. it was DAMN united and v. cool! SWEAR! :)

left early when they announcing all the countries. it got kinda long but it was SUPER cool to see all the flags on one stage though!:)

oh yeah im rereading the black magician trilogy by trudi canavan! omg super glad i went to reread it's effin' nice! ^^ just finished second book today before going for yog thing so sighh! must wait till wed go borrow or tmrw go library borrow! B) damn good cause i realised that the 2nd book is titled the novice. i found many meanings to it!^^
1. "the novice" - Sonea, the new novice.
2. "the novice" - Sonea, the novice who gets bullied.
3. "the novice" - Sonea, the High Lord's favoured novice.
4. "the novice" - Sonea, the novice who changed guardianship.
5. "the novice" - Regin, the novice who bullies Sonea.
6. "the novice" - Sonea, the novice who has always been the hostage.

not sure if i thought of any more, but so far with these six meanings right, i feel so accomplished! like all that i've done in lit was worthwhile ^^ (Y)

then yeah. nothing much to post. except i hope i will do my homework. TEEEHEE~

yeah i know. very long never update. but seeeeeeeeeeee i so nice update liao ehhhhh:]

<33,hsintung.

P.S BOB OUTING TMRW! :D

IT'S OFFICIAL

2010-07-25T02:53:00.000-07:00
#1: IM ADDICTED TO STRAWBERRYLEMONJAMFILLEDMENTOS HAHAHAHA I POSTED THIS EVERYWHERE *HINTHINT* YOU KNOW WHAT TO USE TO BRIBE ME ALREADY:D

#2: THAT EFFIN' BRUISE ON MY LEG IS NOT GOING TO GO AWAY DAMNIT. it hurts :/ *cries*

okay im just bored im lazy to do homework i guess i needa start now so bye!:D

<33,hsintung.

I SEE YOUR TRUE COLORS AND THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU.

2010-07-23T03:31:00.000-07:00

You with the sad eyes
don't be discouraged
oh I realize
it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people
you can lose sight of it all
and the darkness still inside you
can make you fell so small

But I see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow

Show me a smile then
don't be unhappy, can't remember
when I last saw you laughing
if this world makes you crazy
and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up
because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
And thats why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow

cant remember when i last saw you laughing
if this world makes you crazy
and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up
because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors

true colors

see your true colors

shining through

YEAH!

I can see your true colors
and that's why i love you
so don't be afraid
to let them show
your true colors
true colors
true colors
Are Beautiful like the Rainbow

-true colors/glee version by tina in the show GLEE. :)

gosh i think these lyrics are awesome(!)
falling in love with glee hahahaha. not obsessed though so that's kinda good balance.
gosh i've never felt so out of myself. i think i'll do SUPER badly this term if i dont work hard :X even emaths also nearly fail:O
plus i've never had so much homework.
oh much less be unable to hand in a complete file (this, i'm talking about amaths:O)
dang it netball is kinda tough to balance, esp. with step up and everything:/

got lots of problems, new and old, and they're all so hard to explain.
but i will stay strong:D

oh yay. today, everything ENDS. and i dont feel disappointed, like wow! :)

<33,hsintung.

I'M GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE MY WAY;

2010-07-14T08:44:00.000-07:00
NOT YOURS ANYMORE.

I WILL WIN THIS WAR.

who cares what you think, what you want to do, and what your aim is. i'm not something you use to manipulate another person. END OF STORY.

fullstop(.)
hsintung.

i see your name in lights.!

2010-07-04T06:31:00.000-07:00
Ooh yeah, the title comes from a song called Dear Maria by All Time Low. Got addicted to it again!;D plus it reminds me of an old friend... But yeah, here are the awesome awesome lyrics! :
I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle and I'm the pen

When the lights go off
I wanna watch the way you take the stage by storm
The way you wrap those boys around your finger
Go on and play the leader
Cause you know it's what you're good at
The low road for the fast track
Make every second last

Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle and I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd

Live and Let live
You'll be the showgirl of the home team
I'll be the narrator
Telling another tale of the American dream

I see your name in lights
We could make you a star
Girl, we'll take the world by storm
It isn't that hard

Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle and I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd

Take a breath
Don't it sound so easy?
Never had a doubt
Now I'm going crazy watching from the floor
Take a breath and let the rest come easy
Never settle down
Cause the cash flow leaves me always wanting more

Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle and I'm the pen
Make it count when I'm the one who's selling you out
Cause it feels like stealing hearts
Calling your name from the crowd

Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle

(Y)
Love it!;D "stealinghearts" is such a nice thing, maybe it could be a new url! :D

Went for sectionzero outing today! A bit fail cause ended up only six people turn up! :O Nonetheless, it was freakin' fun;D Basically I ate and blasted all my money on food. Terrific food:D Still hungry though:X SERIOUSLY I SHOULD BE FAT CAUSE OF ALL THESE SUGARS AND FATS AND CARBS AND CALORIES OR WTV. :@
Sorry I was late btw!:(
Killed time, didnt go bowling, watched movie-Knight and Day!
It wasn't too bad, it had funny fillers but not much storyline. Admittedly, it's a romcom-action thing. Sorta not bad. I loved the twist though! (Y)
Fussed around @ KLP and took photos! Got scolded by security uncle OOPS:X Then went off to arcade. DANG IT CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I FAILED SECOND ROUND TWICE!!!!!! It's all cause first round sucked like shit lah. What is this, 60+ points for first round sehhh. I didn't even get close to 140 -.- SO PISSED :@ I WILL TRAIN TO MAKE IT 300 AGAIN I SWEAR.
Pwned bishi bashi though! Survived till about 6more rounds left?
Had tons of fun @ dinner for KFC. Talked about Cameron Diaz's ... skin and her line " I want to have se*" and making up ZA fan club and taking unglams and eating(!) and winking and hiding from cameras and sajiaoing! All in all it was terrific!:)

Hope next sectionzero outing will have more people turning up! :D

(L), hsintung.

finally over and done with.

2010-07-01T02:54:00.000-07:00
I STAYED UP TILL 1AM TO FINISH THE SPEECH.
I'm so glad I did! My speech turned out pretty okay i guess! But ack, it's definitely missing the me-to-you feeling I was aiming for in my first draft. But this one is better; more impactful! :) Feel so proud for successfully writing the first speech ever!:D
Ohmysky, the elections are finally over!(Y) Seriously I hope I do okay. >< *fingers crossed*
I was super nervous the whole day, even putting myself(and my dearest script) at great risk by adding on stuff in EGEOG. YES: MRS HO! :O it was one of the scariest things to do during a lesson seriously. Then recess was super happy cause Eunice was like "zhen han" dao le and said she'd vote for me if she heard it. But xinhui said what I was trying to avoid- no relating to the audience. :( I helped Winnie with her speech during SS and she had to video her speech (yuki + ivy too!) and you'd think the effect was lost but nope! All of them managed to do very well and I heard some of the nominees saying they had great speeches so great job!^^
Screw, I was so silly today! Called the Chongqing group to go for meeting after FRC then I ownself forget! T.T
Passed Jiali lit notes. Finally! PHEW!
Heart to heart with yuki :)
FML GOTTA DO THREE ZUOWENS AND ONE SPEECH AND ONE LIT PASSAGEBASED SCREW HOMEWORK!

(and am i really that forgettable that you tag everyone but me? and i effin' sat next to you-.-)
(and i'm seriously sleep-deprived AGAIN!)

<33,hsintung.
P.S WE CHANGED SEATS! *SOBS* NO MORE T.WINNIE! :'(

SPAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMING IN PROGRESS (!)

2010-06-27T03:01:00.000-07:00
I'm slogging my guts out for homework!
Okay, not literally. I mean, I slack too much while trying to do my work. Oh sigh!
I'm fortunately still trying to finish amaths. Maybe I can finish amaths quiz before dinner, then move on to spam chinese and lit after dinner? IMPOSSIBLE I KNOW.
Cause I practically didnt do a thing about my homework until yesterday. Which I spent many hours doing... you guessed it. NOTHING. (Y) ME! -.-

What is this stupid message school sending sia. "GOOD NEWS! SCHOOL TERM STARTS NEXT WEEK...." I dont see a single good news anywhere :@ And the IFIN message about flooding? The person who typed it has serious issues with grammar. :P

So basically I'm moaning about my sad sad life as I'm still drowning in my work:( IM SO SCARED FOR LIT!! Cause felicia and valerie said they spent one whole day still havent finish *aghast* Let's hope my efficiency is like U#@&$&!^_@!*&$!^ so it won't matter :X

It's like praying the sun will die out in two minutes I know:( Oh well. Means I should not be blogging. Absolutely not!:'(

<33,hsintung.

P.S Damnit I can't find my SS Sec4 textbook, so I CANT DO SS HOMEWORK! Looks like xinhao was right about SS punishing me for not changing skins T.T

Taking charge.

2010-06-20T05:29:00.000-07:00
What the heck. After yesterday, I thought this senior wanted to get our opinions; tell us what to work on(or at least a hint). What happens? This senior tells me to leave a problem to me, when I worked up my courage to tell this senior what I honestly felt. What the heck. I'm telling you to get some advice, not for you to leave me there to solve it myself. I asked to get help.
Maybe you wanted me to practice taking charge, but I'm sorry, I needed a bit of a hint to get me started.

Freak.

<33,hsintung.

quoted from yuki: fate plays sick jokes.

2010-06-20T02:16:00.000-07:00
I never hoped to be one of those victims of fate. But I am an indirect victim of it, and I never want to be in fate's direct path of destruction.

I don't remember. Honestly, I couldn't remember if I intended to give a gift or not. I cried after that. I lost control. Knowing that I never made the effort to know you. After I went home, a tiny note I saw told me I really did intend on that gift. A tiny sliver of a memory of you. Thank goodness I saw that. It barely made me feel better. I hope you know we'll always been there for you.

I owe them an explanation. I know I do. I wasn't ready to talk at the table. I'm not ready now. I don't think I'll be ready ever. But I want to face the music. I'm sitting on the fence.

I'm naturally a reflective person. Sometimes I might sound harsh, or seem too indifferent. You might think I know what I'm doing, but the truth is I get caught in the moment. After I walk away, I think about what I just did; what I just said. And all of it boils down to my moment of selfishness. It's like arguing with my sisters and hitting them in a fit of anger, then after that when I cry, I realise that I shouldn't have. But I don't apologise, even though I regret it so much.

I really just lost control and cried there. Especially thinking about the problems.

The worst thing ever is knowing that in three weeks time, the seniors will officially step down. Nobody to rely on telling you: No, do it this way, it'll be better. Knowing that the secthrees and me: We'll be the ones people depend on. Aptly put by Eunice: The sectwos need us! And yes, definitely true. The understanding that I will need to carry a heavier burden in three weeks... It's scary. I can't tell if I'm looking forward to it or not. Now,I'm not doing my best. But I want to. I will. I want that to happen.

I think this post is all serious and heavy. I can't think of writing anything happy when something so big has happened. And I know, this post is so messy and disorganised. They are all linked but different at the same time....

On a light note, I'm back from camp and my back aches. And thanks so much to Yuki for being there. Kay,that's all I can write.

<33,hsintung.

we go out; we have fun. people i barely knew seemed like people i've known forever!:)

2010-06-13T05:56:00.000-07:00
HEY PEOPLE!
i know it's been, two days since i last blogged! i feel guilty breaking my streak. but oh well, who cares! i had fun and it was totally worth it^^
went out on friday with the BOBs! hehe damn fun(like duhh~) i was first to reach! cool right! getting earlier and earlier manxz! slacked @ lucky for one hour then went over to LICK- little ice cream kafe!:D
went for the ice cream buffet. whooo shiok manxz. just spam flavoured ice creams and mix-ins. what the heck their mars bars in wild strawberry was FROZEN! heheh!:) butterscotch tasted NICE~ wild strawberry was awesome as well!:)
after a lot of eating, camwhoring and decorating the photo to put on the wall, we went to BUGIS!
walked around, went arcade(got pwned @ bball!), screwed up time for proposal(SHOOTXZ!), went starbucks to steal wifi(ROFL!), and stared @ water fountain! xinhao took the opportunity to scare little kids:O
ate mos burger for dinner! found miraculous fries! everyone pretended it was effin' nice. i think is pretend anw, cause it didnt really taste that great to me O.O
after that a lot of people went home but yihng and xinhao and xiaoqi and i still wanted to play (TEEHEE!) so we went to xinhao's house. it was kinda late! then we played with his instruments and messed around with his twitter and facebook and played a few rounds of taiti!
it got late so me and xiaoqi CHIONGED!! home. but they all still wanna play so we agreed to meet up the next day @ lucky AGAIN! hahaha.
meet up @ lucky the next day....
I WAS LATE!
but i ended up being first there.... spent time reading my seventeen mag, drinking mango snowshake w/ colourful jelly and eating boost chocolate(wasn't THAT nice D:) finally xinhao reached! he spammed photos, and we played with coins. we were trying to find it's center of gravity! ROFL!
then xiaoqi finally reached, and finally yihng! with his wet hair and bulky bag and freakin' heavy shoebag!
talked and messed around. effin' funny! saw clement from 1HM! his friend is my junior! then i try to be friendly but he say he dunno me :( after that we tried to survey them for open house and attempted to convince them to persuade their siblings to come chungcheng! funny ttm cause clement's friend said : i dont have little brother or little sister.
i was on the wrong wire and i thought "he doesnt have a little brother?" out loud. *sick joke!* we all started giggling except for yihng, who couldnt get the joke HAHA.
then we had to explain how it translates to "ta mei you xiao di di" and how "xiao di di" is AHEM! then he started cracking up HAHA.
took bus to xiaoqi's house(the sunny spring)!
they taught me how to play mahjong and in-between. won $$ for in-between but lost a lot for blackjack HAIX! second time playing money sia~ :O ate a late lunch (WE ATE CHICKEN @ GEYLANG!)
went to playground to play and camwhore. TOOK A LOT OF PICS (Y) promise to put them up!:)
drew words in the sand! played @ the slides! had fun @ the swings! see-sawed!
went to singpost to eat dinner AGAIN! went to food court haha. basically talked about random stuff.
i think i shut up a lot with yihng xiaoqi xinhao outing cause' idk, i wasn't really into the same kind of music. but hey, i kinda know more bands now so i can listen to them okay! (Y) so bands-to-listen-list: THE KILLERS, SNOW PATROL, YELLOW *something*, ALL TIME LOW, THE ACADEMY etc.
yihng brought up a good point: we've known each other for less than a week. but strangely, it feels like we've known each other forever! (L) that feeling!:) it's like we've been a clique or best friends since kids or something! totally hit the nail on the head and i'm like, OH YEAH I DIDNT REALISE. the comfort between everyone~ :D

kay, i promise pics later or tmrw!:)

<33,hsintung.

P.S finally done with the section tee business! YAYYYYYYYYYY!
went to singpost to have a late dinner!

sorry,i have been mia!

2010-06-12T08:04:00.000-07:00
i promise to update tmrw:/

run devil devil run run~

2010-06-09T05:33:00.000-07:00
(Y) for a great day today(till night time zzzz)
Met up with BOBS!
Freakin' awesome~ A lot of people were late, but it's fine, cause I was teaching Mianyou Geog! Turns out Pure Geog got out MYE paper and E.Geog got pure geog MYE paper! LOL~
Discussed discussed discussed and moved our meeting to the classrooms! Never got caught/scolded DOUBLE YAY!
Gonna finish already then we were all hungry! Decided to go eat lunch together then come over to my house to play/discuss. So went to Singpost! Supposed to eat food court but last minute changed to go eat PastaMania. Was broke, so had to borrow from Mianyou! Thanks for lending me the $$! :)
Had a not-so-filling meal, then people split up to buy stuff for just a while. Then went into Fairprice buy snacks, oooh yeah~ Super tempted! But bought a lot so not too bad!
Walked back to home! Wasn't very eventful.
Then reached home liao drink Pepsi! Talked talked talked + digressed for half an hour! Then we got down to discussing (abit)
Listened to the pro Xinhao discuss about his maple stories! PRO TTM.
Then discussed the theme. Once we decided on the theme we decided- TIME TO SLACK BABY! WHOOO:D
Then they all agreed to watch HORROR MOVIES. OH THE BANE OF MY LIFE! So I hunted down the horror movies I had! (I discovered I had House of Wax, some NC16 movie also and The Grudge!) Wtheck I couldn't even tell which movies were scary and which were not .____.
So as they watched I promised to hide. I hid behind a cushion LOL. Every one was like *watching movie* *eyes glance @ me* *laugh/giggle* *watch movie* SOBS! Everyone laughed @ ME!! :(
I wasn't even screaming lorh! BLEAH!
Ate a lot. When you're scared, you should eat more! :D
Sorry if I wasn't exactly the best hostess! XOXO.
They all laughed at me repeatedly. OMG.
Hey I didn't scream. *REITERATES POINT*
Then had to send Alvin down. *gulp* All of them tried to scare me, say what later come up in the lift alone see the grudge kid :O :O
Second disc jammed alot. I had to stop, eject the disc and put it back in ALOT of times. And fastforward. At one point I played the thing and then the soundtrack started off super loudly (you know... those CLIMAX PARTS WHERE THEY SCARE PEOPLE!)
I half-screamed and ran off! Just dumped the remote control they and hide. And they laughed again! *cries*
Brought them to the bus stop after that. Played and messed around @ the bus stop LOL! Super fun. Xinhao was FREAKKKKKKKKY.
Then the weirdest part was walking home ALONE. I wasn't really scared scared scared (majorly cause' I didn't even see the effin' movie) but I was totally jumpy. I jumped @ every noise manxz.
However, I AM TOTALLY FINE AND I DIDNT SCREAM OR WHATEVER! :)
After that every thing was kind of uneventful until I realised that Xinhao played with my twitter RAWR!

Goal for Today : Manage to repaint nails coral coloured, at least one coat today.
Tmrw: Paint second coat(maybe third) and top coat. Put treatment for hair and use hair straightener. Play with makeup (TAEYEON IN RDR STYLE BABYYYYYYYY!)

That's it you cool people(basically no one!)

<33,hsintung.
P.S anyone realised I'm labelling posts nowadays? :) And I've been hardworking at blogging (L)

heck yeah i love staying back for no reason @ all!

2010-06-08T03:19:00.000-07:00
HEYLO! THIS BLOG IS LIKE EMPTY ATM! NOBODY TAGS :( (WINNIE WHY ARENT YOU TAGGING! XD)

Anw, today was make-it-or-break-it. cclr top six interview XOXO. Don't think I did exceptionally well... ><

So I went in, and went like "um, I think... that one of my strengths is that.. I can communicate, er, quite well...." in a soft voice. HOW IRONIC! :(
Went out, cheered on T.Winnie! OMG, drastic change. I bet the exco could hear me GO WINNIE! from inside._.
Pep talked Jeanette, shared a tiny bit of insecurities. After that, Winnie came out and wished Jeanette all the best! Talked to winnie, who suddenly went like "OMG CAN I GO IN AGAIN AND SAY??! NOW GOT SO MUCH STUFF CAN SAY SIA!" ( XD )
Ruijie reached also, then started waiting for him. Then Zhen An also came. Then wait for one more person HAHAHA.
I told my parents the interview lasted for like half an hour, but ended up waiting for four people! (=two hours!)
After that I gave every one an excuse to snack - TEATIME! :D
So went Lucky to eat!:) There was this really awesome ice cream! It was sweet, and berry-flavoured! XD
Ooh Jeanette made this bunny on the table with water! :) Super cute! :D
Aiya! Forget to take photos! I WILL CAMWHORE THIS HOLIDAY MANXZXZ.
Went home after that!
It was super fun^^

So now Imma go paint my nails (AGAIN!) This time I'll paint it coral! After dinner though! Got salty veggie duck soup (Y)!

<33,hsintung.
P.S STOP TRYING TO GET ME TO DO A.MATHS! :@

just one acronym today.

2010-06-07T05:54:00.000-07:00
FML.

Note to self: " never share anything with anyone who puts you down. "

ohmysky!

2010-06-06T01:53:00.000-07:00
Omg I couldn't sleep the whole night yesterday! Sucked ttm: kept tossing & turning like no tmrw. Keep checking my phone which was next to me (cause' I was texting Hanyi before I tried to sleep) for the time. Slowly, one hour by one hour pass. Then @ about 5am, I realised that the whole room was not able to sleep. LOL! Fail right! So me & my sisters went out to paint nails (we had nothing to do._.) and watched our new dvd featuring Korean stars. Cause' it was cheap so we buy lorh, and we spent three hours watching it HAHAHA. It's got me into Oh! by SNSD. Oh well~
Then I tried to go back to sleep @ about eight, after my horrific attempts to paint my nails pale mint green. SIANXZ! Imma try to paint my fingernails successful today!:D
I slept till twelve(FINALLY CAN SLEEP YAY!) then woke up. Mum went out le, then dad went for badminton so me and my sis, we all slacked in the room abit. Then last minute we made a random decision to go Suntec.
Spamspamspam get ready in under half an hour and we chiong outta the house B) I wore new chio red socks today (Y)
Then take circle line go to promenade, and went to find the tutu kueh store. TURNS OUT NO MORE LE T.T THEN I NO MORE TUTU KUEH TO EAT :'(
So we walked around looking for something to eat, and I saw ZhiYang:O
In the end settled for Macs. Stupid stupid, my McCafe drink costs more than my sister's McValue Lunch! WTF! Then we went up to THEFACESHOP and bought more nail colours(HAHA,spam, I know:P but I only bought base kayxz!) Then go arcade, and spent more money (*sobs*) Then go home!
Walked back from Paya Lebar and we took shortcut. Before turning into the alley, I saw Darren(3EP Darren, not sectwo Darren haha ;D)
Me: *thinking* Is that DARREN??
*Darren waves*
Me: *waves back*
(shouting) You come here for what?:O
Darren: TUITION! (shouting back)
Me: Oh. Here got tuition meh??!
*walks off*
Rofl. Something like that. So I discussing with my sisters if around the area got tuition not. But, I don't recall have leh. :/
So yeah, basically, went out for less than three hours and saw two chungcheng people. ZZZZZZZ.
Now, I supposed to be doing section tee design but I floated off to YouTube. I just stopped! So must finish the design now:)
Ohmysky I updated three days in a row, didn't I? ^^

<33,hsintung.

shopping spreeeeeeeeeee~

2010-06-05T07:55:00.001-07:00
Aww, I've been diligently updating:)
Didn't feel like updating at first, but oh well, never mind, last minute decision;D
Went on a major shopping spree today! Super happy!:D
Got like, a top coat, a bubblegum blue, a dreamy pink, a pale green and a coral nail colour! (Y)
Then I got some spastic/cute clips, but quite ex, approx. $1 for ONE clip:( Bought them as a set of four, but my sis also wanted so she bought two from me! So now I only got two T.T But never mind, I shall go there(BUGIS) to buy again^^
Got a pair of animal prints board shorts, freakin' cute! Planning to wear them to the beach, with my nails painted in bubblegum blue! So summer-ish, right?:) Totally hoping that I can go Siloso Beach! WHOOOOOOOO! Beach netball + beach vball + frolicking in the sea + SUNNNNNNN~!(L)
Got a loose purple tee too! From cotton on! Can pair with my flippy skirts (Y)
Bought eye shadow applicators cause I was lacking em', and got a silver gel eyeliner YAY! Now can try the eye makeup that TaeYeon had on in the MV for Run Devil Run. I didn't notice till I saw some people making videos on how to do it on YouTube HAHAHA:D
So basically I went to City Square Mall + Bugis today. Didn't buy a lot of clothes but oh wells! @ least I got some summer-ish stuff! Though I severely want a nice summer dress/frock! :/
Uber tempted to buy gloss/lippy/eye palette/mascara today, but didnt! I was afraid I'd go broke HAHA.
Wore brown eye liner out today; it kept smudging:( Cons of pencil eyeliner SIGHXZ. Didn't had any other makeup on though, other than my slightly-coloured lip balm (which doesn't count, since I practically wear it every day, and if I don't wear, my lips will dry out T.T)
Wore a somewhat-bandage skirt with white Cotton-on tank top, which was too .... So I wore a jacket over it hahaha.
OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I FAILED SECOND ROUND OF BBALL MACHINE. First time in.... forever ohmysky. But it's okay, cause' @ my second try I got thru all the way to fourth round, if I'm not wrong. AISH! Missed the record by TEN points. Effin' four balls away only sehhhh~ Only cause' city square mall's arcade got very little people go HAHA:D
Heart to heart with Hanyi via text, it's cool(:
Plus, I sound darn vain in this blog post sighxz, so I shall go off now teehee!

<3,hsintung.
P.S Oops, I sound super high! I'm not. I'm kinda frustrated after a somewhat-argument:(
P.P.S Trying to compile the design for sectionfour tee! (Y)

LEADERS ARE NOT GREAT; LEADERS ARE PEOPLE WHO MAKE OTHER PEOPLE GREAT. /BOB.

2010-06-04T02:20:00.000-07:00
Back from student leadership camp!
it was freakin' awesome!
BOB pwns~~
totally enjoyed the entire camp cause' everyone was hyped up(esp. gala show: it got me wanting to learn a few dance moves and teach myself how to grooooove!) and cheering and enthusiastic.
every camp i went to. some were fun. some were not. i'm not sure if this was the awesomest camp ever, but i think it'll make the top ten.
cause' honestly, like mrs lim said, we had the dream participants. I 100% AGREE cause' we all were enthusiastic,hyper,active,zealous,ardent etcetc. CAN YOU FIND MORE AWESOME PEOPLE?
plus, TK gave us individual debriefs. i'm very thankful for the debrief and recognition given(: yes,unexpected, but hey, i like to hang back a little(okay, ALOT).
i admit i was really quiet, i wasn't initiated @ first. then i worked up a good suggestion, developed it with the group and led it. i stood out. i want that feeling: encouraged and feeling good enough to step up and lead. it made me really happy, and reminded me of the old me, who was like "lead?OKAY!" :) i'm thankful for the reminder that i can lead; that i haven't lost the leader in me.
& I REALLY WANNA GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO THE FEMALE BOBS;
you know what? i'm grateful that you guys were willing to stay up for fifteen minutes to hear me talk about youknowwhat and discuss about new songs. i think my ego inflated after the leading for follow the bob! then i managed to round up you guys for the mass girls debrief. thank you so so so much for agreeing to break down barriers together and work together to make BOB even BETTER! (L)
pity i couldn't go into the lake due to AHEM! but i think it was fine.
mad max was crazy!
billy bucket? WHOA. lifting the bucket? WE PWN COMPLICATED MANXZ.
thank you yihng&xinhao for willing to exchange partners for the trust walk!
thank you hanyi for being willing to share!
thank you mabel for being there during camp!
thank you boonsee, for being there @ the briefing!
thank you zexin, for having the initiative to ask!
thank you brandton for allowing us to tease you(LOL!)!
thank you alvin for sitting with me on the bus,hehe!
thank you gabriel for attempting to learn the song last minute!
thank you zhen an for trying to come for the gala show!
thank you xinhui for being so active and sending out messages!
thank you xiaoqi for changing!
thank you yingxin for always being there!
thank you mianyou for being there when i need someone around!
thank you jocelyn for all your encouraging words. you have no idea how much that meant to me!:D
thank you huiying for your famous amos cookie!
last minute editing of performances. WELL DONE EVERYONE <3.
won best gala show performance!
TK claps haha!
chek jawa @ pulau ubin! first time there LOL!
i'll certainly miss bobs, but it's okay, cause' we've still got event planning!(THANK GOD FOR THAT!!:D) oh yes, also for ICE CREAM BUFFET!^^
to end off,
"LEADERS ARE NOT GREAT; LEADERS ARE PEOPLE WHO MAKE OTHER PEOPLE GREAT."
<3,hsintung!

What were you thinking? Not of me, obviously.

2010-05-31T01:42:00.000-07:00
Sigh, after yesterday's half-optimistic post, I come back with a stupid sad post:(
What were you thinking when you read my text? Probably nothing. Or maybe 'don't disturb me'. I don't want to trust you anymore, even after you told me something that had a little hint of a promise to me. I can't stop myself from believing; from hoping. But you know what? You brought me right back down to earth again. Thank you SO much. I really needed a wake up call.

SL(student leadership) Camp tomorrow. Hope I will enjoy it, successfully learn the dances, manage to hit the notes for Don't Stop Believing, and not look awkward by carrying the stupid small bag + shoebag+ sleeping bag LOL.

Off to write, make icons or play maple. LAME I KNOW HAHAHA:D

(L), hsintung.

If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude.

2010-05-30T04:22:00.000-07:00
aww people are asking me why i so emo haha. so must make a happy post here so those who care will know: I'M FINE NOW:)
I've been fine for quite long actually :X
It's thanks to a really good friend of mine(: She helped me get things thought out straight, think about if it really does matter. If I can't change something, I have to change my attitude to it (minor changes to Maya Angelou's quote!) so yes, that's exactly what I did. I'mma keep that quote to me closely, because it is really important for many things. Things didn't turn out better, things are more awkward, but at least I don't worry about it when that person's not around. Helps me think of other stuff which are more important. To me, at least(: Don't misunderstand, I still care. This is important to me too. But I've learnt that I cannot change it. So I'll move other stuff higher up the list.
Of course, other pressing matters have got me. Long-term problems that cannot be resolved. Not yet, at least. (How could you go offline at the part I wanted to hear the most?!) I really really want to work this out. I could help others work their problems out. Why can't I save my own problem, too? I give good advice sometimes, but I can't ever give any good advice to myself. I try my best to be so thoughtful. I try my hardest to talk. I try my hardest to understand. One person told me, you'd make a good g________, and that person is not b_______ material. But I can't get over it. I still think this problem can be resolved. I want it to be. Whether if it's the end or a new beginning.

<3,>

disillusioned; losing faith; and yes, your opinion MATTERS. thanks for all that hurt and tears you brought me.

2010-04-23T05:35:00.000-07:00
i think i utterly screwed up my life. im so utterly disillusioned.

i thought all A did was an attitude change. turns out it's a serious hundred eighty degree turn. i cant believe you did that, asshole. delete from f____ds??? we were like thisclose and suddenly we're t h i s f a r a p a r t.

then im trying to become closer to B and what you do? D A O me. excellent. dont say that i ignore you. you MIA dont want to talk/ reply me still say. fine, you dont even talk to me now.

then there are people who are trying to be close to me but i keep pushing them away.

im not angry so much. more like broken. i cant believe that i believed all that crap. yeah, i should ignore all that sh!t but no way can i do that. we were once friends in the first place. your opinions matter(ed?) :X please let it all work out.

thanks so much, life. you screwed me.

small italised thoughts and big revamp (soon!)

2010-04-17T08:33:00.000-07:00
hey people !
in case you thought i'm never ever revamping this blog!
i found a really awesome blogskin that totally motivated me to change everything and i've gotten the new name(hope i'll still like it LOL!)
but then the linking(and re-linking) took too long now must off le, kay! so, brb with new skin + new URL (L)

sometimes people drift away, sometimes i back out of a game. i never mean to do it and i never mean to make people feel bad. i feel bad for pushing these people away, and out, of my life. i'm trying to win some back.

!don't care what mama says, or if we're ready just yet.

2010-04-16T05:09:00.000-07:00
Just a quickie quiz to keep this blog alive(before revamping it!not today, i think:/)

lose a lover, or love a loser?
Love a loser, cause' if you truly love that person, that 'loser' ain't a loser anymore! Cause' if you loved that person enough, you'd see past all the flaws and whatnot, and he isn't going to be a loser to you. You're both winners to get to love each other:)

never see again, or never speak again?
Never speak again. You've got so many ways to communicate now, what with languages and the awesomeness of technology (MSN, email, SMS) If you can't see, you lose out on a lot more stuff. What happens to all the little pretty flowers by the pavement? Someone can tell you there's something there, but you can't ever know what it actually is! You can communicate other ways anyway!

run 2 miles straight, or walk 8 miles?
Walk eight miles, cause' you get to see everything slowly, rather than spamming those two miles and seeing nothing but a blur. Plus, you sweat after two miles of running! Waste energy ah!

go to the beach, or have a milkshake?
Have a milkshake AT the beach! Hehe, get the best of both worlds. How awesome! You can't do anything while drinking the milkshake but you can do a lot at the beach (whoots!) And what's better than a cold milkshake at the hot(assuming it's a good day) and sandy beach?;)

laugh when no one else is, or not laugh while everybody else is?
Laugh when no one else is! Laughing is the best medicine, I like to chuckle to myself. You can ask me why but sometimes I have weird thoughts I can't explain right:) And I'd never choose to NOT laugh when I can!:D

drink 10 cans of soda at once, or never drink soda again?
Ten cans NOW! Gosh, no more soda, ever?? I could never ever survive manxzxz!

have your pants ripped, or get thrown in a trash can?
Depends if I've got a skirt to cover up the ripped pants. If I do, then whatever, I don't like stinky! But if I don't, I'd rather stink than flash.

work at McDonald's, or join the army?
McDonalds's. I have the feeling I won't survive army, and my ears will be spoilt to the max and I'll come back deaf. Plus, McDonald's has air conditioner;)

kiss someone you don't like, or kiss someone who doesn't like you?
Someone who doesn't like me. Cause' the kiss could be great. And it's not gonna be super enjoyable if you can't even bring yourself to like the person.

be an only child, or have 5 brothers?
Only child, get all the good stuff, and not fight with siblings. Though I might get bored._.

be able to rewind time , or see the future?
See the future and make the future better. Cause' why go back when you can go forward?:)

be hated for who you are or, be loved for something you're not?
winnie's answer:(be loved for something i'm not. what people dont know cant hurt them lol!)
100% agree. I'd rather be loved than hated, and if they hate the very core of who I am, that sucks a lot. If I'm loved for something I'm not, I can always change to be better.

die the day after the best day of your life, or live to be 90 with everyday being 'okay'?
Die the day after the best day. When every thing's okay, not a single one of your day will ever be half as decent or awesome!

be loved by one person, or have 10 people who like you?
10 people who like me. You can choose(like Winnie's answer!) AND love can be nurtured!

have one absolutely amazing kiss, or have 40 okay kisses?
40 okay kisses, definitely. Those forty kisses are gonna be amazing if you love that person you're kissing. Plus, you're not left hanging after that ONE amazing kiss!

love and lose or, never love at all?
Winnie's answer: (love and lose because its sad to never love at all! even though the losing part'll be sad but at one point of time you were happy to be in love with someone and that counts more than never loving! :) )
Yes, I agree on this! Never ever love? That's like telling yourself you never had a happy day. Losing hurts, but recounting those memories will make you think: Hey, I've once had it goooooooood.

From T.Winnie's blog!

Just realised I've got lots of linking and relinking to do:O

Omg, missed Winnie to the max when she was gone for NSC! God, ugh, Monday's gonna suck without her:( At least Shiyu pei me!:D

Val's back! <3.> Nothing else I can say, eh-eh-!

Maybe I should forget this fairytale,16 April 2010.
<3. HSINTUNG.

P.S April Fool's eve was one of the best days ever, totally without the doubt like today.

I wish he never looked at me that way, eh- eh-.

2010-03-12T23:20:00.001-08:00

"
Cause' when I close my eyes and drift away,
I think of you and every thing's okay.
"

Perfect meaningful glances ^^

Oh, yesterday was great~
Recess; Wasn't quite so awesome:/ Knew something that I should not have known. Being a ____ is hard. You never know when's being too s_____ and when's being too rel____. It sucks.

On the upside, it means being able to join duty B)

Sec 2 PTC was awesome.
Smiling until jaw pain ahahaha. Then I'm like repeating my lines ("Good evening, what's your child's class? Here, this way, please have your attendance taken first...") to every single parent teehee~
Zhen An was I/C for usher, I was A/I/C. Darren, Seekim, Xinhao and Hui Jun were in ushers(: It was mad fun the whole day. Zhen An's feminine side was shown! Xinhao has awesome musical talents ahahaha, ("Just keep swimmin', just keep swimmin'" and beatboxing yo! & traffic light "diu de de de de diu de de de de"!) Shared food with Huijun, Seekim was nice to help me get blazer (THANKYOU!) and Darren shared some stuff with me. I shared some stuff with Zhen An also. All in all, we had a blast (finding out YangJun's engaged to the Grand Audi wall, now cannot touch or YangJun will jealous!) I wish we could have kept it going(:

Holidays now. I've got an extra week to finish homework :D
I'll see if I have time to take a nap wheeeeeeeeeeeee.
I wanna go out now!:/ FAR EAST OR SOMERSET @ 313 OR BUGIS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
Winnie's got me into accessories and I'm super the tempted to buy some pretty accessories and nicenicenice clothes(:

<3.

tests,tests, tests; the only thing overflowing.

2010-03-10T07:30:00.000-08:00
I'm so darn pleased with my Chinese marks this term; I think it's inspiring me to study for them:) I'll have to jiayou to maintain them!^^
Wtf, I think I flunked a.maths to the max.
E.math was still ooooooooookay.
And damn, I owe teachers wayyyyyyyy too much homework.

Oh man, valerie's making me miss her like a lot!T.T

Just a short post :D

P.S
I'm studying for Lit test tmrw!

P.P.S
I realised I'm all about studies right now._.

P.P.P.S
MATCH TMRW,JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUU~

2010-03-05T19:33:00.001-08:00
Just to please T.Winnie HAHA.

Match on Monday, wish me luckkkkkk~
Bye bye Fudan people, I'll miss you guys:(
Track training ytd was scary+lonely. I knew very little people!!:(
My knee hurts.
I need to stop smsing.
I need to do homework.
I need to change my blogskin.
This is not a real post, I know:O

Done?(:

#40.

2010-02-19T23:03:00.001-08:00
Fortieth post(:

Yesterday's cross country was half a failure.
I left the house at 6.20AM, attempting to reach ECP at 6.30AM. And me and my mum GOT LOST. We went all the way to Pasir Ris, tampines, Changi airport, etc TILL we found the right exit. WTH? I ended up reaching at 7.20AM. F*ck.
Plus, I was due to run 3.5KM, in SCHOOL SHOES cos I was so darn stupid and left my sports shoes in class locker. Like, SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
I started running and in less than 400m, my stitches worked up. Damn. Wrong timing EVER. I didn't stop at first and kept running. Gradually got overtaken and everything. Saw Char and she ran real well. I walked and I ran and I sprinted at times, but I barely overtook anyone lah. I was trying for top30 but I failed. I got 34th position. I'm not really happy. I'm not even in top 4 of my class, and I only overtook Yee Teng at the last minute. Like crap. And everyone was looking at me saying that I would do really well. And I didn't. Winnie did real good, 17th position. Felicia was great too, 32nd. Sigh.
This caused me to be tempted to go home and sleep it off, and skip board outing. But in the end I decided to join for lunch with them at the very least.
Good that I didn't skip, cos it turned out to be lots of fun!<3
I was with one of the "greek goddesses" Huijun, HAHAHA. Mad fun. While walking out, we talked like )$&!~!@. We tried laughing in different ways and giggling also. HAHA. Crazy. Then Jiawei go bully Huijun and everyone started blocking his way when he tried to overtake us. HAHA.
Oh oh, not to forget. We were last when we started down the tunnel/underpass and I was like, "Abit the scary horh, we last...." Then me and Hui Jun started RUNNING!! Rofl. We overtook everyone and they were like,"What the heck you guys doing sia?!" Then HuiJun nearly banged into another guy then we let go of each others hand in time. PHEW! Teehee.
Food court; shared laksa with Thinkhine and Huijun. We shared two bowls haha. Ate chengtng and discussed about the names of ingredients inside B) We didn't want to eat foodcourt at first and wanted to sneak off to Pastamania instead. Then we realised the other group didn't go BK but went Subway! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. :(
Oh, also we met 1HM(they had class outing, YAY!) and 3FG(plus Joey, haha, talked from ground floor to second floor B) ) and also my class guys. OMG They all super pro. Kianchong had like, 95 points and Walter had 130!! BEFORE the end of the game, :O. Bowling was ultimate fun haha. Huijun very sad, not very high points but everyone helping her hahaha. Ruijie nearly fell on the glossy glossy lane! :O:O And he got like, two strikes worhh!! I was lucky and did quite well teehee. Saddest part was when we were trying to make Jiawei stay, Huijun was pleading like real mad when I realised her finger was bleeding.
I told her, "Huijun, your hand ah. Oi!"
She looked at it then she was like, "Omg xie!" Then she looked away from her hand. She was very close to tears.
I felt super duper badddddddddd!!! I hurry up hugged her and tried to comfort her but I kept doing the same thing all over.... Everyone was like, what's up. But I couldn't say anything. Someone managed to get tissue to stop the blood and put plaster also. Huijun didn't cry in the end but I remembered that people who were scared of blood could be nauseous so I asked her if she felt like vomiting. I brought her to toilet. After that, I saw See kim and Tze Fung and Keith who were discussing camp stuff and they called me over. Sorry, HuiJun, I had to go and find them and leave you with Thinkhine and JiaLi!! :( Discussed nightwalk stuff and settled it in a way.
We went arcade and by then, Huijun was totally okay(: YAY! Played bball, owned Hock Jin and was super happy cos everyone was so shocked at the score haha. I got like, 340+(which wasn't really high, and one more shot to next round!!) but still, very happy. Played drums also, and got two perfect B) The final grades were B, S, S. S for super/perfect. I told Huijun if I got A for first song then it would be A.S.S. HAHAHAHAHA. Super cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
We went off after that (after Huijun got cheated by the clamp soft toy machine!! Not really lah.) And went off to Mac to eat icecream. Haha. The guys talked sick while me and Hui Jun tried to eat our Mcflurry hehe. Tze Fung kept practicing his command tone for the March camp, LOL!
All in all, it was very fun and I super don't regret going:)
Rock on SC!

Only dampening thing was, my stitches from ytd still hurts today:(

<33.

P.S
thingsweforget.blogspot.com is really inspiring, FYI.

today was a fairytale, i wore a dress, you wore a dark grey t-shirt, you told me i was pretty when i looked like a mess, today was a fairytale!

2010-02-18T00:45:00.001-08:00
TODAY WAS A FAIRYTALE.
Song by Taylor Swift
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Today was a fairy tale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand
And you picked me up at six
Today was a fairy tale
Today was a fairy tale

Today was a fairy tale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark gray t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairy tale
Time slows down
Whenever you're around

Can you feel this Magic in the air?
It must've been the way you kissEd me
Fell in love when I saw you standin' there
It must've been the way
Today was a fairy tale
It must've been the way
Today was a fairy tale

Today was a fairy tale
You've got a smile
That takes me to another planet
Every move you make
Every thing you say is right
Today was a fairy tale

Today was a fairy tale
All that I could say is now it's Getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense til the time I saw your face
Today was a fairy tale
Time slows down
Whenever you're around-Yeah

Can you feel this magic in the air?
It must've been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standin' there
It must've been the way
Today was a fairy tale
It must've been the way
Today was a fairy tale

Time slows down
Whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it
I can't put this down

Can you feel this magic in the air?
It must've been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standin' there
It must've been the way

Can you feel this magic in the air?
It must've been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standin' there
It must've been the way
Today was a fairy tale
It must've been the way
Today was a fairy tale

Oh Oh Ooh Yeah oh
Today was a fairy tale
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Today was indeed a fairytale.

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Disappointment in my results. I admit I didn't try my hardest to study and what not for A.Maths, Geog, English and my sciences. I did reasonably okay considering I didn't study, but I felt supremely disappointed in English. I worked hard and whenever I thought I did well, I didn't. Sigh. Chinese was highly unexpected, but I'm awfully happy for such results already. I need to keep up my Chinese, work on English and STOP PROCRASTINATING. I keep telling myself that, but it never works out. Sigh!

+++++

Cross country tmrw. Plus, they say there's collar pins for top 30! Extremely happy, I want it to the max! I'm gonna try my hardest B)

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Yes yes. Reiterate: Today was reaaaaaally a fairytale. *happy sigh*

<3.

I gotta feeling, woohooo, that tonight's gonna be a good night, that tonight's gonna be a good night,that tonight's gonna be a GOOD GOOD NIGHT~~~!

2010-02-05T00:12:00.000-08:00
My Sister's Keeper is an awesome movie. I was crying the whole way as I watched it on DVD.
I hate it for making my eyes so painful after watching:( I was rubbing them the whole day:/
Okay, so I was reading the book in the library today.
Mrs Lim recommended Jodi Picoult, so I was like, oh sure(while thinking how awesome her blurbs are)
She then sprang the news saying I had to return to class five minutes before to present to the class what I've read.
ME: ?!!??!
I can't finish a Jodi Picoult book in one hour lah, please!!
So I picked My Sister's Keeper cos it was the one that I actually knew the full plot of-.-

Eh? What I was doing when Mrs Lim asked me go library?!
Cos I too dumb, thought today got match(I even went up to Shuling to ask her for excuse slip-.-")
Then I took my component YESTERDAY.
Oh freaaaaaaaak. So scared, cos I really need to do well for this one >.<

Meep.
I can't think of anything else today.

OHHHHHHHHHHH, btw, I made a BUCKET LIST!
Winnie's is the bucket list, mine is the AWESOME bucket list X)
One of Winnie's wishes is...
POST A REALLY LONG BLOGPOST.
The most memorable one I've got in mine includes;
-Not to be bimbo for 3days
-Sleep for 12hours straight
-Tell a guy he's a jerk out of the blue
-Look pretty in a neoprint
-Not have anyone call me tongtong anymore!!!
-Pull a prank
and
- Win @ monopoly deal.

I pulled a prank on this class bimbo today! Cheated Valerie to see a crack on phone...
AND TOOK AN UNGLAM YEYHEY.
I'm soooooo gonna make an album on facebook.
I'm definitely gonna upload my stupid damned photos hmmph...!

Pray that we win on Monday (L)!

Nothing else I can say(eh eh) There's nothing else I can say(eh eh)

*HUGS*

i feel like i need it more than you ever do; i feel like i've done so much that i need to. Why not?

2010-01-30T04:06:00.000-08:00
Being too lazy (and forgetful) to type out whatever happened this week, I just want to say today must definitely be the most eventful.
I knew some of the stuff we talked about today.
But some stuff... I never knew existed.
(I ondt sedrve ti? Ehwn vie okrdwe os adrh? Kleui treosh, owh ondt ocem orf noe eyra, nda mobo, hsse akcb ni noe ekwe. Rkeaf. Yhw no rhaet ma i orkiwng iths adrh orf?!)

Lost the east spring match and played one quarter of GS. Won the tampines match, played three(or two and three quarters) of GA. (Kinda proud of myself for tampines match; got in quite a bit of goals. Felt lost on court though, especially near the circle.)
Tomorrow, I've got another match against TKSS. Wish the netball team luck,kay! Need to win this one!(L)

I hate homework. This week hasn't even started and I'm waiting for it to end already. HAIX.

<##,HSINTUNG.

you would not believe your eyes if ten million fireflies lit up the world as I fell asleep.

2010-01-22T04:33:00.000-08:00
Holidays are seriously awesome compared to secthree life.
And I thought sectwo was HARD!
Anyway, on to stuff I really wanna say.

SECTION ZERO IS SOMETHING IN MY LIFE I REALLY DONT EVER WANNA DELETE.
Today I thought about it, after so many fun stuff(get to that later!), I can't imagine myself NOT being in section zero. Especially now, when we're stepping down. Life just changed a lot. It's hard to break the routine that I've had for at least half a year. Reach school, take stuff, say hi, go G.O. Old habits die hard. Honestly, you'd think it's troublesome- constantly being watched by vice principals, Mr Chua and what not. Even the school. You're gonna have to pin up hair for flagraising, can't screw up flagraising either. But section zero brought me a lot of stuff I really cannot live without.
#1. It taught me to bond with people outside my own section.
If I wasn't in section zero, I realise that me and Winnie can't have gotten this close. We probably wouldn't sit next to each other, or talk or be high together. We won't sing songs in class anymore, we won't hug people randomly. Me and Kelly also! Not to mention Cherylmine and her bimbo moments. Zhen An and I won't go down to G.O or back to class together(and probably not talk!) I wouldn't love Ruijie's infectious laughter, nor get whacked in the face by Jiawei(I DO NOT APPRECIATE THAT A LOT THOUGH!!) I wouldn't get to poke Keith as often! I wouldn't have awesome S.Ls like Rachel or Debi, or talk to juniors like Siyu and laugh at her mad comparisons. I wouldn't know who Darren, Zhi Qi etc are! The G.O has become this place where some people from every section gather together. We talk about what happens in individual section and we cluster together. It's mad fun to talk, and seriously, fifteen minutes of talking is not enough!
#2. It taught me how to be confident.
Every one has this aspect that they all can do. Like, Winnie loves doing flag and pledge. Kelly and Ruijie and Zhen An are awesome at P.A. Keith learnt how to overcome his nervousness and love doing pledge. Jiawei does the chinese pledge. Cherylmine did flag her own meticulous way. I learnt to do the pledge, take pride in doing so and have people encourage me to speak. It makes me so happy to know that I have this part, where people call a forte? Yeap, without section zero, I definitely can't be quite so confident.
#3. It taught me to interact.
This is like a reiteration of first point, but this is where I thought real hard of. Without section zero, I might have kept to my own section this whole time in council board, instead of going out of my section to talk to other people.

I can't believe we're stepping down now. I've known all along section zero was fun, but it's only after we're stepping down, then I realise how much I cherish these mornings together. I honestly love section zero, and after so many mornings together, we've really bonded. Thank goodness for the remaining wednesdays when sectwos will have PE! Let's hope they keep having PE then! I don't wanna miss out these fantabulous mornings that remind me of our past half year. I regret the fact that we've only got six months. If only we had a year.
SECTION ZERO FTW.

I'm filled with regret after writing that. So nostalgic.

Anyway, we had some section zero secthrees gathering at rachel's house! Only Jiawei never go. At first I was thinking, someone's house?! Fun meh?! But really, it was fantastic.
Winnie and I met up before going together but we didn't know timing. SORRY I WENT LATE TIFF:(
Ate burger king, somehow Cherylmine noticed my watch that was "striking" (bright green!) Walked at random places, calling Rachel over and over again. Went to pet safari and whoo met a chocolate brown toy poodle that was super the cute. Called Cadbury somemore!*HUGS* I seriously want a toy poodle now(: Btw, toy poodle is a dog breed and not a toy for playing haha! Cherylmine was scared of loose dogs, but I was scared of the living, twitching rabbits in glass cases!! ARGH!!! *scary scary*
Finally Rachel called us back and we found a hidden arcade! Rachel came over and we played arcade(YAY!) Tons of bball, hehe! Met up with other peeps and ate some starbucks. HAPPY DAY, I GOT MY CARAMEL FRAPPE! Heart to heart talks, and boom we went to Rachel's house. Played with her DSLRs, took random pics, flirted with Cherylmine(SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE;50WAYS TO FLIRT,LOL!) ate toasted drumlets, videoed KEITH playing Wii Boxing! Some lame game of monopoly, random hanging out. Played guitar(: It's hard to play!! Also went swimming, had truth or dare(I think the guys seriously regretted playing!HAHA) Bathed and went home! Rachel is such a fantabulous SL, she cooked for us!:D

Today's match; LOST. Against East Spring. Haix, I played the slackest position, GS and only for one quarter. I was totally able to play a position like Center after that quarter can. I let the penalty shots to Beckie, and those two got in(: Think I didn't play very well, I should run more, instead of thinking that GS is slacker and should not run as much. T.T Hope that I can play more on Monday yeah!(and I should totally talk more during netball)
After the match, me, Joey, Jiehui, Steph and Beckie went TM eat Macs. Dumb me, missed mcvalue lunch by like, 2 min! Paid a lot more for twister fries, rawr! Prank called tons of peeps(and the people I chose didn't pick up phone D: ) I ended up having Yunbin, Teck Hwee and Kianchong smsing me about it. HAIX! Camwhored at the playground hahas. HOME! Nearly fell asleep on the bus(and nearly missing my stop:O)

I'm gonna go visualise how to play on Monday. Tata peeps!:D
<33,hsintung

P.S Planning to post that part about Section Zero on FB.

life is a comedy(!)

2010-01-10T02:03:00.000-08:00
WHOOOOOO.
first week of school finally over.
no idea how MADNESS was like till now.
but i've been a fantastic little girl and studied in school.
of course, i've been a meanie to go home, slack and not do a thing:P

Netball tournament next week:O
Someone killlllllllllllllllll me!
I'm so scared my shooter movements not up to standard.
I'm so scared I'll start knee-ing/banging people in a super duper aggressive manner:O
I'm so scared I won't be put in >.<
Wish us luck and hope we own like !^&*!@%#)@#%)_@#.

I also don't want to die in the piles of homework.
AND I DON'T GET A.MATHS. AND E.MATHS. AND PHYSICS.
Proves how screwed I'll be.
I MUST BE A GOOD GIRL AND WORK SUPER HARD ON SS TOO. COS MY HIST SUCKS AND I THINK SS WILL SUCK TOO.
I already started to read the chapter. Better fast fast today read finish, tmr start doing some assessment!>.<>
And I better finish reading Things Fall Apart. GAHHHH.

Okay, enough about homework.
Let's talk about how fantabulous ytd was!
COMEDIAN OF THE YEAR: CLAUDIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Yay for her(:
She's super duper funny.
Break time was fun and we all laughed like mad at Claudia. The whole bunch of us; Serjean,me,youmin,debi,bryan,zhen an,xiao jiawei, ruijie,claudia!
Of course, we laughed too much and when we headed back, had to taxi or we would be late :O
And turns out taxi-ing back takes THREE MINUTES!:O
Went to eat lunch at KFC/parkway.
My table a bit the emo lah.
I also very thiam thiam (like many others)
Hope someone didn't think that I don't know being quiet will make the juniors shut up too! And that incident wouldn't hai me:O:O:O
In the end, KFC was fun with a lot of laughing.
Then the group split; some went home and some (I'm in this group) went to inside parkway.
Got YangJun,CheeLiang,Zhen An, me, SerJean and HuiJun.
Technically all of us followed SerJean and HuiJun as they went to Minitoons. After HuiJun had succeeded in saying bye to every soft toy there, they went to the Ameba. Which was filled with random stuffies. Found a book that I NEED but won't buy( 'How to Get Fat',ROFL) and zoom! went SerJean and HuiJun to the pet shop. YangJun and CheeLiang stayed outside while HuiJun and SerJean roamed around the shop. Me stay near the glass cases and stared at cute, cuddly hamsters and guinea pigs. Zhen An started looking at the hamsters at one point. LOL. Got this group of hamsters sleep in a group and cuddled!*HUGS* And one of them keep moving and cuddling closer(AWWWWWWWWW....!)
After that, off the two went to famous amos and decided against their cookies. WHOOSH they went to New Zealand's ice cream and got icecream. They headed off to popular while I went to meet with my family at city square.
Saw hoodies, vests and something else. Didn't buy :( Wanted to arcade but no money T.T
YAY! Done.
I'm getting ready for dying again this week:O
(L)(L)(L)

P.S
TWO OTHER PEEPS IN MY CLASS GOT SAME BDAY AS ME YAY!

and everyone is cheering darn loudly, while i cant scream. felt irresponsible at one point, AISH. super duper high to the ^(^#@*$%!(&#*$&%*!%$!%#(*)&*

2010-01-03T04:28:00.000-08:00

I realised that I haven't blogged since two weeks so here's an update on my no-life life. HAHAS.
Well, I went out with Ser Jean, Hui Jun, Keith and Zhen An(R-A-R-E!) and also Guan Yu. We went to play bball, though I barely played. Super funny cos Keith owes Ser Jean a FROLICK because they betted on one shot. LOL. Keith went mad after that and he went to practice ABC when he got back ROFL.
Also, went on two study sessions with Keith and Ser Jean, and helped Ser Jean with LIT! The Outsiders is pretty easy once you've studied it and I was super duper ultra tempted to help her write the whole thing. For one question. AKA one essay. Of course, it was supposed to be just two paragraphs. I JUST REALISED THAT I WAS SO DUMB; I DID ALL THE QUESTIONS IN THE LIT PAPER WHEN YOU'RE JUST SUPPOSED TO WRITE PARAGRAPHS HOLY @*$^@(#%^.

Oh yeah, important thingy(:
ORIENTATION!
1HM FTW!<33.
Got HM again, but anyways, this class really high and hardworking.
Teach them cheer and wtv very fun(:
By second day cannot scream le. And Shao Jie kept telling me NOT to cheer if I couldn't. BLEAH!
Haha, then first day decided on the skit.
I CAN'T BELIEVE I CAME UP WITH AN IDEA.
I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY USED IT TOO! (aww....!)
Anyway, I love the ending of the skit:
"Your free trial has ended. Please ask someone to pay 25 stickers to watch more. Thank you."
OMG. Super cute right?!:D
Anyway, I think our rehearsal funnier, but whatever. HM worked super hard for the skit okay.
We didn't tell them to do ANYTHING. I SWEAR. We only gave them ideas. Asked them exchange phone numbers.
We told them, GET THE PROPS READY BY TMRW.
And they come back with everything. Banners, printed scripts, PAINT, blanket, headbands, A GUITAR.
OMFG. I SWEAR. WE DIDN'T TELL THEM TO DO ANYTHING.
That class is super duper ultimate awesome sia.
And when exco came around to offer stickers, they stopped work ASAP and cheered. Like darn loudly.
Then cheer finish right, the exco giving stickers. I saw two guys, GO BACK TO WORK IMMEDIATELY. Gosh, they are super cute/hardworking TO THE MAX(!)
Anyway, they didn't play Captain with Four Balls. Aiya, that was ultra fun lorh.
Mass dance was the only thing they weren't enthu in >.<
Teachers talk really long sia.
CAMPFIRE WAS FUN.
But nobody realised I wasn't there at the start >.>
Haix, but oh wells.
The performances were fantabulous and everyone worked super hard.
Prizes, blahblah. I could barely talk after that!o.O

YAY! Done blogging. *WHOOTS*
Anyways, I CUT MY HAIR! I think not bad eh, hahas!

<33,hsintung.

P.S: I CAN'T BELIEVE NO MORE GO DUTY IN (*sobs*) ONE/TWO WEEKS!*breaks down*
P.P.S: SUPER DUPER LONG TITLES. YAY!

SLEEPYHEAD.

2009-12-24T02:21:00.000-08:00
Oh my god.
Trial camp was soooooooooooooooo
FUN!
But tiring:O
Oh my god.
I'm actually blogging:O
(Don't digress, don't digress)

22dec:
First day, i was early. can you believe it?!?! EARLY!! ME?!?!EARLY!! hahas.
then chatted a bit.
found JIMMY/serjean(not SIRjean) and we found another cool nick for huijun haha.
She's officially "Chimney". Supposed to be Jimney but sounded like Chimney HAHAS.
So we played icebreakers. So fun sia! Except for the human hand thing. I always don't like that one:(
Then got cheers; learnt some new cheers which were UBER COOL HAHA.
*NA.NANA.NANANA* SECTION FOUR FTW,CHEER LIKE !^$*#%&(@ :D
Then we got to organise some games. Quite okay lah. I think the games all quite not bad.
But I had to leave early for netball.
Somehow it was quite slack haha. Did some simple drills, and center pass.
Quite okay lorh, and I must admit, my stamina has deteriorated.
FIVE FREAKING ROUNDS MADE ME TIRED.
I ran behind Kristal and Xining somehow. Aish.
I reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally need to go running or something sia. Or I will die of lack of stamina.
Plus, coach cancelled 28th's training and 29-30dec I got orientation.
(PSSSST. Apparently, Coach's trying to pull me from orientation. I DIDN'T KNOW AT ALL!!:@)

23dec:
Duty. Had to wake up early T.T Not enough sleep:O
Then I changed that time move my tie to the side.
Then forget to take -.-
So I went for duty without tie :(
Cannot do duty leh!! SO SAD.
Then I sit at the back wait to borrow tie.
Waited for over an hour leh....
Became toilet usher =.=
I ushered people who didn't know how to go toilet sia.
Teacher also dunno, then she ask,"Are you like, the toilet usher?"
LIKE OMG. OMG!
Got one pair of parents super funny!;
"Going to have prime right?"
Me: "Yes"
(BLAH BLAH ABOUT PRIME)
Father: Good, going to improve. Ask them upgrade toilet. Need upgrading sia.
(something like that)
Me: Ehehe... (DOTDOTDOT)
Father: Didn't even know this is the toilet lorh. Next time must stick outside,
(He does the action of pasting something on a flat surface)
Father(continues): the toilet sign.
Me: Uh, yeahhhh.....
Duty ended after I walked around for like, 5min after getting the tie-.-
Then debrief, etc.
I wanted to tell them the parents' suggestion, but never(LOL)
Went for lunch.
After the spamming of food, breaking down of drinks machine. Finally finished.
I also succeeded in giving away my candy canes, YAY!B)
Then went for trial.
WHOOOOOOOOOO SO FUN.
Screamed and shouted and cheered like SIAO!
I don't like Bonnie (BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)
But ooh, I like the Captain with four balls.
Hmm, that sounds sick when you type it out, LOL.
Then also played balloon boomz, blahblah.
But whoa, the obstacle course quite cool sia. Considering it's not finished.
Omg,I wanted to try lah, but very paiseh, later do badly:O
Eunice was like, Serjean, hsintung, go lah!!
Serjean was like, Hsintung, you go I go.
Yuki went, Hsintung, you go I also go.
Me: T.T
I didn't try in the end haha.
Halfway through(after captain etc) sec twos had to BRING THE SPIRITS UP.
So we did the hokey pokey;cheered. Damn fun, I screamed like mad. Omg. I could hear myself.
After the whole thing me, serjean and huijun went parkway.
Ate Mos, talked, confided.
I actually can't believe I told them quite so much, honestly.
But my juniors lah, very cute/fun/easy-to-talk to.
I swear, this new batch is super outgoing.

Slept to afternoon today. Phew. Still kinda tired, so I guess I can sleep in again tomorrow?:D
Not like I don't sleep in everyday -.-

Anyway, THE END. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
Haha.
I really need to change skin*scrunches nose*

<33333333333333333333333333.

netball.netball.netball.

2009-12-18T21:52:00.000-08:00
Right. I super plan to read two more fics, and I'll relink people.
If I'm not lazy, I'll change URL and skin. Mmkay?:D

I'm here to rant about netball! (AGAIN!)

HAHAH.
Last thursday went for match! But was at night derh, so....
JOEY/JIEHUI/I went bugis kekeke
I was late.
Joey was late.
Me and jiehui had a mishap in THEFACESHOP while waiting for joey
I want midnight blue/dark blue/cream yellow/cherry red/nail strengthener from THEFACESHOP!*rawr*
So anyway, I think the (sparkly,green) nail polish still stuck in my hair T.T (bite you, jiehui!!kidding:P)
I more pro than Edward Cullen le. My palm was sparkling under fluorescent lights worhhhhh.
We walk walk nothing to do so we run over to Bugis street shopping~!
At first very sian walk around, but slowly saw nice stuff lah.
I bought one chocolate-coloured(credits to joey for that phrase hahas) shirt (that I have in black o.o) and one antique-looking camera long necklace. I HEART THAT ONE! next time I wear that horh, must take neoprint:P
Now, I very desperate for hoodie and tank top with greyscale printed photo(:
That was super specific haha.
Oh right. We went shopping blahblahblah. Then suddenly realised: OH SHIT GONNA LATE LE)
We buy BK(even though we all didn't like) and run to bus stop.
Planned to cab there, but saw 32(jiehui thought only got 33) then hopped on to it.
Bused there and spammed our burgers on the overhead bridge during the walk to KNC HAHAHA.
We went directly to toilet(and pray hard that nobody sees us and say we late)
Changed. (Did I tell you? We tied hair on the bus, like SPAM!LOOOOL.)
Went warm up, shooting.
Seniors talked alot and joked and laughed while the sec2s(basically, us three-.-) shot.
Then Coach come, the spotlights suddenly on( O.O )
And we were gonna play with adults:O :O
It was fun definitely.
Got 8 ppl in our team, coach made joey play WA while daphne played C
Then I was the only one out. Jiehui gave me that uh-oh face. (Nvm,at least I got to play later:D)
Then I sit down there horh, coach ask me want umpire not.
I tio stunned lah, but I went like no cos I don't want diulian in front of the other adults ahahah.
Coach let me play GA in second quarter, WHOOTS!
Then I think I not bad bah. Managed to get the ball near the pole. Got shoot in most of it. I think got two or three stray shots? For the whole game.
Then third quarter got to keep playing leh, woohoo! So happy.I don't think I played as well though.
Then last quarter already losing like mad(what you expect?Those ppl 28-30!!)
Dunno what happened( I think coach smacked his head FREAKISHLY HARD) and coach...
HE LET ME PLAY GD.
GD.
GD.
Seriously.
I never chao him let me play that one now eh. But wow, I think someone really hit his head.
Maybe cos I hands up alot and jump like mad and steph not there?>.<
That quarter damn funny.
The GS was playing against me before lah,so she saw me as GD then ask me worh:
"Eh, 你怎么在这里?你玩part-time啊？" OMG I laugh like mad.
Too bad I couldn't play with jiehui, her leg pain T.T
(to Jiehui: your leg okay mah?D: )
Then wah, the GA I was supposed to be defending was super prooooooooooooo.
She was centre, even defend me before. Whoa. Super fast, super strong, super lots of stamina sia.
I freak out.
Lucky I watch games and 学了几招 from ppl(eg, steph)
I sidestepped and facing her, so stopping her from entering goal circle.
Managed to block her that way lots of times.
Only long enough to force the fiddlers to throw to the GS though.
I keep three-feet, but I never got to gai huo guo.
Haix.
Coach keep shouting hands up to me or whoever lah. Then the GS shot in one shot.
She went like: Wah, yao hands up wo?!" kind of thing. HAHA.
WOOHOO. I got like, a few rebounds. One or two the others got jump for it lah. But some is opponent never jump-.-
Then, got a few interceptions. Some lucky only.
Blown for one contact only worh. YAY!
One sentence from opponent make me damn happy.

Opposing WA to Opposing GA: Eh, ni hen xiang mei you wan dao horh?
Opposing GA: Enoh(Ahuh/uh-huh) wo kan wo wan support jiu hao le.

Wah, damn happy sia. I think the GA only got like, two chances to shoot worh! WOOHOO.
Then she support I like no hope to defend her lorh.
She was freaking fast. Most is hands up.
I felt like I screwed up GD lah.
But jiehui and joey think otherwise.
Thanks alot for that(:

After the match(of four quarters of 15min) and three quarters without water, we were damn thirsty.
Went KFC drink pepsi. I bought large:D
I finished it at home akakakaka.
Mum and dad fetched. Or i will die from walking sia.
Muscle ache. Ow. Two days le.
Ow.

Anw, coach didn't take the news of me skipping two trainings too lightly.
He threatened to ask miss yong to call mr chua for me to skip orientation!
But i want to go orientation!!!! T.T
I hope he doesn't do that though... :'(

I should do some homework. Yes, I should.

I updated worh. I'm so proud. LALALA~

lazy/happy/sad + sorries.

2009-11-26T23:20:00.000-08:00
I PLANNED to type out events of Chongqing but I guess I'm such a procrastinator.
I MIGHT type it at a *certain point of my life* but it certainly isn't now.
Homework homework. ZZZ.
New friends in a new class.

Went escape/bowling/neoprint/arcade with netballers.
Escape was such a bore.
(And waste of time + $$ )
Bowling was fun!
(One strike + One spare; lost to beckie!)
Neoprint was uber cute.
(Camwhored after that too!)
Arcade was plain fun. As usual!^^

As cheerful as that might have sounded, here goes the sad part that has...
Discouraged me from writing a whole diary of ChongQing.

Since when have I felt so forlorn to know I've lost so many people I trusted?
Those quarrels are just killing me. I wish I knew the right way to resolve everything.
More than one friend is gone and left a void in my heart.
More than once, I wanted to take the first step.
I wanted to take the first step and apologise.
I made my stand and that person ignores.
I thought that person knew me.
but with that assumption I guess not.
I can't believe that person made such an assumption.
I am definitely ot that type of person.
I am definitely sorry for everything's that happened but I cant change what has happened.

THREE PROMISES.
THREE, DUMB PROMISES.
THREE, DUMB, BROKEN PROMISES.

Someone save me from this tornado/whirlwind of events I can't pluck myself out of.

Boredom.

2009-11-04T00:20:00.002-08:00
When you have school, you complain of lack of sleep.
When you have no school, you complain of boredom.
For me, I complain of boredom and lack of sleep in the hols. @.@

Stupid. First week of holidays and tomorrow is the only day I won't need to wake up early. RAWR.

I'm sleepy.
And I'm so bored.

I'm too lazy to pack for Chong Qing. Gah. I should be diligently packing right now. Ah whatever, I'll do it in half an hour.

Yesterday was screwed.

It was the only training I could go the whole thing for in Nov, and I was supposed to have sandcastle duty after at 2PM. That's what they said!

Yippee. In the afternoon of Monday, they said 9am. Awesome. I go for netball for half an hour.

Shoot.

So I go netball and half an hour is nothing but warm-ups for them. So I go and shoot.

Then I rushed off to change my fbts to PE SHORTS (haven' t worn those in ages) and damn, it was uncomfortable. The fact that I was wearing CCH socks to training was NOT helping.

I go over to concourse and got a little excited to go.

Then I tell Mr Chia JUST before we go, that I couldn't go next friday (the actual day of facilitating) and he said bye bye to me. Wow. Way to make a girl feel welcome.

So I smile and laugh it off and say bye.

I laugh at keith though, for having to suffer.

I go for netball, not explaining my situation to anyone in particular. Had some drills that were boring, also some fitness (ZZZ) I got pretty tired and my head pounded and I had the need to drink water often so training wasn't that enjoyable. In the end, I also felt pretty hungry. Everybody was like, "Are you okay?" thrice or something. Okay wait, that was Coach. LOL.

I finally get home, eating at Lucky and going crazy with the team and the juniors there. HAHAHAH. I NOW KNOW YOUR SECRETS, SERJEAN AND SIYU! :P

I won't tell council board. I think. HAHAH.

So okay, moving on.

I go home and Mum says we need go out get my jeans. We go shopping and I get so damn pooped. Recently went shopping often and I'm damn happy for all the new clothes I'm getting but I get so sick and tired of trying out clothes and GOSH, walking. Damn those slippers yesterday with no support. My feet hurt!

Today went to school, kenna pangsehed (okay, not really) by Mabel cos she was sick. Worked out the script. Blah blah blah. One hour later I leave school for home~
Saw Sudarno while walking out. He had some weird smile plastered on his face,haha.

Then I walk out halfway, it rained. I started running. Then it full-out poured. I full-out sprinted.

Whoo! First time running in the rain!

Went 7-11 buy some nice nice food, waited for mum, sat car go home.

Played computer till sian.

Cos I read all the fanfics I wanted to and it got sorta boring. I should get around to writing, or to playing maple at one point, when I'm desperate. Oh yeah, and relinking and skinning and graphic designing and trying audition. Ahuh.

When I'm up to it.

Cos I seriously have nothing to do, I'm blogging. What an awesome way to spend 10min. HAHAHA.

I'm so addicted to Jump then Fall and Future Love right now.

~HSINTUNG[:

Advice I'm not so sure I follow myself.

2009-11-01T00:01:00.000-07:00
Made it to the team.
My name was the last to be said.
And I haven't said this to anyone, but I was so hoping to be in.
I was so hoping that I wouldn't be out.
I was so hoping, even if I thought I wouldn't get to play.
Cos if I don't make it, I'll break.

I can't imagine if I don't play.
At the end of every game, I feel so useless and I tear up cos I didn't get that chance.

Right now, I feel relieved to be in.
I promise I'll train sooooo hard to be up for it.
I'll shoot each time I go to school.
I'm going to shoot tomorrow too.
And maybe before training on Tuesday.

I feel pressured to.
I was so freaked out during the game when Coach said that how we played then would determine if we were in or out.
I was so freaked out that I couldn't shoot. Six chances and I had about three shots in? Ugh.
What happened to silents, really??!

Enough about emo-ing for netball.

Yesterday's duty was sooooooooooo fun.
Bimbo fighting with Cherylmine was sooooooo funny! HAHAHAH. She is so naturally bimbotic I tell you.
Whack her on the head and all her brain cells die!XD

Cherylmine and You Min are despo! Hock Jin and Li Kai saw for themselves:O

I hung out with the juniors during refreshments. They're really easy to talk to and very outgoing. These juniors rock!

Refreshments tasted awesome! A lot of people kop-ed food:O

Friday was PTC.
Gosh that duty was kinda boring but when there were little parents, everyone slacked(SHH!) and we sat down to chat.
Claudia was nice to talk to.
Guan Yu was awesome to bully(you should try bullying him one day!:D)
Winnie was very nice to talk to:D

I miss Winnie and See Kim, who've gone for Cambodia!Aww, it's only been one day:(
So in order to see them, I guess I'll try to go open house for the first hour? IDK! I'll just go mingle before going Chongqing.

YAY!

To the pessimist:

if you flash forward
see the awesome future
will you reconsider
think it all over
for the brighter future?

cos some things are worth living for
some things are worth believing in
faith and hope exist for some reason
not only for the insecure.

That's just my belief. Consider that for a new start. Be wary but don't turn weary.
(P.S That really seems like awesome material for a song.)

To the other sad person:

Everytime you smile, I smile

And everytime you shine, I'll shine for you.

-Jump then fall, Taylor Swift

I don't think we should live for the other person. Sure, follow his/her ups and downs.
But don't get so obsessed.

"Why are you so obsessed with me, boy?"
-Obsessed, Mariah Carey
That's what they'll ask. You've probably been asked something like that before.

Sometimes people change. Relationships don't work out.

"People are people and sometimes we change our minds. But it's killing me to see you go after all this time."
"It's the kind of end that you don't really wanna see."
"People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out. Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fallout..."
-Breathe, Taylor Swift

Live your own life and maybe it's time to move on. That person will stay in your heart forever.
Imprinted.
But you'll find another person who's more worth it, more dominant in your heart one day.

To both of you:
If you feel angry at me for writing this, you can smack me:P

<33,hsintung.

Crazy school.

2009-10-27T06:03:00.003-07:00
School is KILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLING me.

Mon: Duty for class-bonding.
Tues(TODAY): Walkathon/70rounds
Wed: Rehearsal?
Thurs: Training+discussion for cq
Fri: Hmm. I don't know. Most likely go buy stuff for CQ.

ZZZ.Good thing I was supposed to run today. Or I wouldn't have survived a 4km walk. Fine it's a walk, but it's still 4km. They said walk a bit further can reach suntec liao. WHOO.
So instead, we slacked around waiting for our ONE round around the lake. YAY~ So what we do. We sit, talk, play ball, get caught, sit and talk again. HAHAH. I lent my ball, no wait, my NETBALL, to guys, they kick and throw it in dirt and abandon it. Whee. I ought to save my really clean ball from guys. They kick until the dirt is UNBEARABLE.

I feel so so so dirty right now. From netball I mean. Gah. Why is the court (and the balls) so freakin' dirty?? Gosh, I completely suggest a Clean-the-Court-And-Netballs-And-Whatever session. We can save ourselves a lot of water and detergent from washing clothes so much. REALLY.

Talking about netball, I feel depressed.
Yeah whatever, I can play five positions.
I'm not particularly happy.
(I want to be able to play all seven. But if I'm not offered the chance, I guess five is good enough. )

Yet, who cares about that right now when I should be worrying about MAKING it into the team?!
There are wayyy too many pro people in the cca, and wayyy too little people allowed to play for the tournament/school. It's fun. It used to be JUST nice. Now, it's too many. Heck, everyone says I'll make it.
I'll die if I don't make the team.
But I'll die a harder death if I make the team, and am not put in.

Do you REALISE how freakin' big a giant insult that is?! To be a reserve, when apparently you're supposed to be able to play better than others? Oh yeah awesome. I can shoot, I can pass okay, I can run, I got the stamina, I got speed, I improved in my shooter movements BLAHBLAHBLAH. That's what everyone says. Okay, yeah, I get my hopes up. I make the team. Whoopee. Then? I go to EVERY match, EVERY training. So then? I sit at each game, watching them play. I watch others umpire. Whee. How great! All sarcasm intended.

I want to learn, I want the opportunities. If I'm stuck by the side, being a RESERVE, I'd rather not be in the team. You know? As I've said, too many people who are up to it. If you're abandoning me to one corner, being important only if I refill water bottles, score and take stats, I'd really rather someone else be up to it be there instead. I don't get to play all four quarters, but if someone else enters the team, and can play one or two quarters, let her in. KICK ME OUT. I'd still come for training probably. Unless I decide to swop CCA. But my friends there make it worth it. See? I'd take the feeling of rejection than have my hopes go up and get sent down crashing; BREAKING INTO A MILLION PIECES. What's the point? Out of approximately 28 quarters, I play 2. While the others play 20+. AHUH. While I'm supposed to be able to play. I don't get why I'm there really. Is it cos you guys need a runner and I just fit that bill? Gosh. I don't even want to show attitude, cos really: In what position am I supposed to show attitude? I can scold and kick and cry on this blog, but who listens? Who am I to tell them, hey, I'm supposed to be playing? You know, if you let me play 7 quarters, one in each game, I'd be contented. I don't want to be in the corner waiting for one of them to be injured or run out of stamina. It's the wrong reason to be happy to be able to play.

To quote a nice example, out of four quarters today (i think for trials for school team) I played one. Plus, it was the last one. Nice effort to put me in, no? While I see Joey playing 2, Jiale playing 2, Felicia playing 3 and a half, Jiehui playing I think all. Anna plays one and umpires the game. Others play all. Wow. Brilliant.
AND, my position was the slackest I suppose I could play. Goal Shooter. I'm limited to one third for running. Hmm. I got to talk to Blossom. The ball come already then I stop Blossom from running, I free up my space. I run when there's space. I get close to the pole, I shoot. I think I got all silent. Hmm. Nice effort I suppose. I felt happy playing. But really. GS? Last quarter? Not very willing to play me. Some trial. I didn't get blown for any breaking of rules. Most is one bad asking of pass. Apparently I had good shots. So explain. Maybe you confirm want me in team so don't want let me play? Wow. Or I sure cannot make it? Hmm.

I just feel resentful. Not specifically at the people. More specifically, myself. Maybe the lack of a FIXED position pushes me to be backup. Since I'm all-rounded, as reserve, I can prove to fill up nearly any position. When that person can't play. But, if I'm playing, and that person can't play, you can swop me to play what. See? I don't see the sense in being able to do something, yet being thrown aside like an abandoned toy. Like my D&T toy today.

I think netball's gonna eat me. I really want to go for training on thursday. But I have my chongqing discussion. Yet, if I skip that, I'll screw up. So I need to go for that. I guess I'll go half each. Cos I'm not willing to skip one of them for the other. I also want to know who makes the team.

Chongqing's eating up all my events.At least five. I'm going there for STUDY. Grr. Maybe I should have just passed up the opportunity?XOXO.

Don't take offence if you think I'm resentful at you. All that crap is directed at me alone. I'm not attacking anyone.

<33,hsintung.
Lost.Broken.Need a place to fit in.

I guess right now, A Place in This World by Taylor Swift fits.

A Place in This World (TAYLOR SWIFT)
I'm alone.
On my own.
And that's all I know.
I'll be strong,
I'll be wrong,
Oh but life goes on...
Oh I'm just a girl...~
Tryin' ta' find a place in this world.

Desperate times call for desperate measures.

2009-10-21T05:05:00.001-07:00
Phew. In a desperate attempt to revive my desperately-dead blog(wow, alliteration!) I am desperately trying to update with a desperately lame post. That really shows how desperate I am, am I not?

To encapsulate, that was just a random line trying to tell you I'm attempting to revive my dead blog. LOL!

And brilliant. Now Keith's rubbing off on me. Alliteration as well as chim words like encapsulate (aka summarize)

Since I've been at home most of the time since I posted, I suppose I really have no life. But yeah, I choose to stay at home. So I choose a no life - life. DOTS.

Oh wait. I went out. On Tuesday.

Supposed to go kbox with Charmaine and Hsin Min after ACC(ultimate freedom,muahaha) but apparently there would be a section 0 outing on Tuesday as said by Jiawei. Charmaine then changes our plans and so on Monday, I went out with Charmaine and watched Surrogates, which is an awesome movie btw. That guy has brought a new record time to lightning-fast reflexes, I tell you. And he looks old. Wow. So okay, back to main point. Our section outing ended up in having 2 volleyball juniors which only Jiawei knows and 4 section 0 people (aka Keith, Jiawei, T.Winnie and me) After that, Keith has to walk out with Chong Yong and abandon me and Winnie. So we see Jiawei walking over to Grand Audi while we were ~~talking to Keith~~ demanding an explanation from Keith. So we follow. And he tells us his two juniors pangseh him cos sadly, one of them broke her phone. So me and winnie, we decide who cares anyway, no one's going so let's go eat!(despite the fact it was 10.30am) Jiawei tags along. Winnie and I talk the whole way out while Jiawei keeps asking where we're going (Even after we told him SINGPOST.) Jiawei stops and asks Winnie to hold his phone and wallet. Winnie nicely agrees to help. We then sprint all the way in front, laughing, when Winnie suggests we steal his phone and declare his sudden love to a certain person in the form of a Sony Ericsson Note on Standby mode(: Winnie passes the phone to me to type it out, cos she couldn't type while running. We reach the end of the street and realise Jiawei wasn't even chasing us =.="

After that crazy run, I got really self-high! HAHAHAH. We go over to Singpost. Getting off at Paya Lebar, we find Keith and Zhen An dropping off there too. So we had half a section going for a approximately 30sec walk to Paya Lebar MRT from the bus stop =.=" Winnie asks for Keith's phone, wanting a deja vu of what happened with Jiawei. Keith hands his phone over while Jiawei tries to persuade him otherwise. Winnie goes to one side and asks me to type again. I tell her to do it herself and walk all the way in front before Keith changes his mind and we couldn't find notes for Nokia. Disappointed, we try to make a break for it with his phone (XD)And Keith, looking angry, walked into the MRT station! We try to return the phone to him but he walks without a backward glance. We enlist Felicia's help in returning Keith's phone and on "high" mode, we go to Singpost;)

Couldn't decide on Macs, KFC and foodcourt since according to Jiawei , Macs is hot, KFC is cold and foodcourt is okay. And when we say, oh you want to eat KFC? He replies, no, I don't like cold. (DOTS.) So we eat food in the foodcourt(DUH!) I blast more than half my money on steak (which didn't taste nice) at 11am. It wasn't filling. Winnie noticed a yoghurt shop on our way in and we decide to eat there later. We prankcall Sandar(SORRY~!) and I vehemently deny that I am Hsin Tung and insist that I am Celine. She sees through me and I tell her I'm Charmaine. Winnie tells her we are at her condo and wants her to come down to open the gate as well as open up the games room for us to play pool(AHAHAH) Somehow I pretend to be Felicia shouting in the background angry at her.Hmm... I ended up being THREE people!Excluding myself. Not world record, but still.

After an early lunch, we eat MANGO yoghurt with strawberry topping cos Mac's ice cream is too fattening according to Winnie. It's exactly what I need, but oh well, we eat less fattening yoghurt from Slurp & Scoops. Or something like that. It tasted realllllllllllllly nice, but Jiawei couldn't stand the smell. I couldn't smell the yoghurt from the cup and he claims the smell is overwhelming!:O Winnie buys the same thing as me(:

We go back. Jiawei heads to the MRT station while Winnie walks over to the bus stop. I try to find my way home from Paya Lebar and decide to walk to City Plaza's bus stop to take what else, a bus. I catch up with Winnie and we talk along the way. Where we are supposed to walk in different directions, we find out we're both feeling guilty about the matter with Keith (we already sent an sms but he daos us!:@) so we call him. Nope, three calls on his mobile and no answer. We call his house and set it on loudspeaker. We apologise together over the phone and he tells us was pretending to be angry! We got cheated!:( We talk, 3 people on 2 lines for a minute. Winnie and I apologise profusely and finally we put the phone down. I hear someone laugh at us. Hmm... Were we funny/ cute/ weird? Okay weird. Since we were in front of a traffic light crossing and calling. Talking in sync! HAHAHAH.

So yeah. That's the end of a weekend. Did that style of writing confuse you?:O
I don't care. If you don't understand, reread :P

And blogger's way of showing text is irritating me. Hmmph.

<33,
HSINTUNG.
Desperate!

P.S Have a completely new url, with the skin created. Too lazy to code it, too lazy to relink and too lazy to care. HAHAH. Go, slacker!(:

HSINTUNG IS BAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!

2009-10-18T05:29:00.002-07:00
Ehehe. I'm feeling a tad bit guilty knowing it was AGES since I've updated.
Sorry it's just abit. XOXO. Blogging is boring for some random reason I don't really know.

Oh fine. I shall go randomly make a skin today and try to relink everyone(i think i'll die trying._.) and change link and go around saying new link and blahblahblah.

if there's one thing i really want to say, it's quoted from andrea:

"Even hair is complicated. Life sucks."

That's not exactly what she said, but close to it. :/
This occurred when andrea and I were discussing about hair, when to cut it, and how to cut it.
Sorry I've been obsessing about the style of hair XD

All the important EOYs have ended! (If you'd like to exclude ACC and HCL LC like I would)
Sorry to say, I never did attain my goal of not procrasinating. Slacking is just one natural ability that comes easily to me, I suppose:P Hopefully, I'll get over slacking soon @.@ Cos I really want to improve that crazy level position, and studied from 11 till 1am. Before an exam. Could someone whack me on the head for losing 3hours of which my brain cells recover the most quickly? Before an exam?!! But hey, IT'S OVER~! Planned outing with char and gorilla for tues, but turns up there's a random outing which has a lot of section zero people going, so it's like a section outing. However, there's probably only 3 or 4 (as of what I know now) who are going. YAY T.WINNIE! I HEART YOU FOR GOING~~ :D Of course I persuaded her, by telling her I was going;) Hehheh!

So, char is NICE and changed dates(<33) So I think we're going out another day. Yup.

Watch a movie! Yeah, saved a lot of money due to lack of recess hence I am sort of kind of rich. But I know I'll blast it all during outings. Let's see... Bowling,movies,arcade,iceskating(anyone?),rollerblading blah blah blah. I'm sorry I'm such a spendthrift. I always end up with no money:(

I really hate my blogskin right now :/
I suppose I'll change it soon.

And I guess that's the end of what happened that I actually recall! Which mostly are random ramblings so...????

I suppose that's the reason why I don't blog. It's a constant reminder of either #1: I don't have a life. OR #2: I can't recall. Which one do you think I fall under? HAHAH!(:

-HSINTUNG(:

2009-07-11T01:09:00.000-07:00
RAWR!

im back ahaha.

sorry for lack of updates.holidays spent playing maple while after school started no time,and weekends are now devoted to maple,and currently...my ADDICTION to the SoEul couple<3<3<3

haha.i got addicted over the hols.watched fanfic in the hols on youtube,and now found an uber cool website feat. stories from netizens which incl. the soeul couple ahaha!

not interested in relinking right now,I WANNA GET BACK TO READING!!!!ahaha

will change blog url as soon as i get addicted to blogging again.then i will relink!

was making skins in the hols too.had a blast knowing my skills had improved DRAMATICALLY over the hols,though i didnt update anything.made a soeul skin,and one feat. the hot kimbum haha.particularly loved the skins and the colours yah.cant wait till i code them and upload on blogskins!also need to make a skin for juiced. cos i havent done a thing for it yet!:O:O:O

this week was short.with a capital S.was dreading the week last weekend but hey,the week was short with a youth holiday in lieu on monday,and had a blast going out with shan!went out of league to buy clothes people probably dont expect me to wear(FLORAL PRINTS,no joke) so hey,i dunno.hahaha

school starting is BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD.
homework is piling on me,esp having to spam the holiday homework i didnt do in june!:O thankfully,they're all done now,but teachers are spamming homework!started eating lesser and lesser compared to june.i grew fatter in june(WHICH IS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD) but now im growing thinner!*groans*

ytd was quite stressful,with the nearly-detention for changing seats.OMG I HATE MY SEAT.gah.and on thurs i didnt even sit where i WANTED to sit.so totally not worth it,since the AHEM teacher went about copying names seeing who changed places and handed them to mrs yang!WTH!if say our change of seats allow us to talk,but we wont talk during inappropriate times,i personally think it doesnt matter.unless you were saying like we laugh and laugh and dont listen to teacher that kind lah!and what the heck,i smsed mrs yang for her to move me to the front cos i study better in front and she made me sit at fourth row.she wouldnt let me,and said things like you're not exactly seated at the back but HEY,im in the second last row,and i count that as the BACK! most imptly,she stressed me out over the near-detention,targeted me for her stupid qns which put me on the spot since she knew i thought it was wrong to look for her,and submitted to to feeling guilty,nearly pushing me to TEARS,and she simply went on and on asking me.PLEASE LAH!go ask bingxian or ernest or michelle tan or shiyuan or wtv people was there.ALL her qns directed at me,and there was at least 4 lah what the freak.despite i was tearing DURING her lecture,and what the,she still aim me.worst?only two people asked how i was,and it didnt even really count.

sorry i had to rant on that last stuff,but i really felt like crying and wanted to go to the toilet to cry.eventually i walked around looking for a toilet with a cubicle with a WORKING LOCK(i tell you now,new block 2nd floor girl's toilet's cubicles' locks all dont work!!!) went up to third floor and found a cubicle.guess what?those tears dont wanna come out.so dumb right?found anna and chatted,went off to 7-11 in search of food to cheer me up(anna: didnt i cheer you up? haha) and instead of CHOCOLATE i got a cookie($1 and verrrrrrrrrrrry nice!) an oatmeal bar($1) and one yogurt wholemeal bar($1.20 which i didnt like zzz) guy made me wait so long to pay lah,and keep suggesting i buy more of the stuff i bought cos got promo ==

oh yah,i fell a lot on thurs.felt so spastard.fell in pe while JOGGING no less,and nearly fell on the way to singpost.as i was walking up the escalator from the toilet,i fell again,resulting in several injuries on thurs and going back to school on friday with a heart-shaped cut(YEAH!) and legs covered in purple iodine with countless of people asking me again why my leg was PURPLE!

oh yeahh.loved the sixtwuu gathering ahaha.next time we'll plan outdoors one,so gabriel cant bring his XBOX and HALO3!!!

sorry i know i was rambling ahaha.planned to stop at the friday stress thing but got diverted XD

-HSINTUNG(:

2009-05-21T05:35:00.001-07:00
thanks for whichever supporting tags.

previous post deleted.

things occupying my mind SUCKS.

but oh,
one thing rocks.

MYE IS OVER AND I GOT MY RESULTS BACK:D

and i unfortunately got my first C.

and i ruck(new word,dont ask!)

so dumb.my maple got stupid dumb issues:(

-hsintung

2009-03-07T01:57:00.000-08:00

Lifescience lessons.Andrea's hair is the dirtiest!XD

Red wine?Nah,grape champagne!

Im jealous of my chiobu cousins!

Joey(jojoba!) staring her subway burger,wondering whether to eat or not.eventually she eats it XD

Particularly proud of myself for this hot photo of joey!if she got album this one be her cover photo!!XD she claims she messed up her hair so i couldnt get a picture of her:P

joey is becoming the main subject of my photos lol!this is her with Mac's arch as eyes;)

CHUNGCHENG LETTERS ON FIRE!(sec1 orientation camp:D)

CAMPFIRE'S BURNING NOW!

Camwhored after netball matches at macs.one of our results:D

some of the netball sweethearts(:D)

sad to say,after my previous post lots of things happened.and im solely responsible for narrating!

netball didnt make second round(:[)
i have gotten extremely addicted to bball(L)
common test are here(:[)
but they are OVER now!but damn hard! (:[/:])
been swamped with homework(:O)
but now is HOMEWORK FREE WEEKEND (L)(L)(L)!!!

i skipped tons of PW alrd,but haha last PW i personal jinxed kahmun,and it was omg so damn funny!:D PW peeps can attest to our grp's NUTTINESS!~~

i am SOOOOO planning to cut my hair again.and bangs are gonna be appearing on my face:D

i am totally in need of piercing my ears cos i really wanna buy super cute earrings XD

i need new specs.these are destroyed to utter destroyable specs status.

and OMG i need to improve in tests/wtv.all have gone down in marks like WTH???especially english.out of 3 components not even ONE hit twenty yet.shit i suck at stupid non-fiction reviews can!!!!!!!!

freak,i oughta be doing my long overdue file for PW.as well as finishing my site damn

hsintung(:

ps alright,i'll move as soon as i can!

2009-01-24T04:05:00.000-08:00
not gonna be a bitch and complain about certain parts of my life gah.

anw,i decided on my new blog name,but im not fixing it down yet.i changed it like dunno how many times worh.

NETBALL NEWS;
lost the match against st.hilda's(explains the previous post,partially)
but won the one against bedok south:D
and now im trying to haul peepos for this:

(!)if you are FREE on 3RD FEB,a nicenicenice TUESDAY,come support CCHMSNETBALL CDIV's match against TKSS!it's a THREE O' CLOCK (PM) game,and lasts about ONE HOUR,at the KALLANG NETBALL CENTRE,opp kallang mac/kfc :D PLSPLSPLS SUPPORT KAY!i've been trying super hard to pull peepos haha.i sound like an advertising maniac!:O
BIGFATSMILEYFACE

i just told my papa-who-abadoned-me-km that my husby is my tigger(which is true,sexy mamee whacked it:O lingshan xiaomei super hearts it and laozharbor always hugs it) and papa says what the offspring will look like.so i want a pooh and a piglet(like i told papa) and i also want a EEYORE to be the offspring lol.they shall be adopted!:D i am gonna add those to my wishlist hahaha.

hmm,i dont have a lot to say.
OHOHOH a funny funny thing my CNY clothes are all bought in one shop!:D

alright i really have nothing to say,except:

HAVE AN AWESOME CHINESE NEW YEAR AND GET LOTS OF ANGBAOS:D

2009-01-16T19:15:00.000-08:00
A TRUE LEADER DOESN'T SHOW HER DISAPPOINTMENT.

Gah,my hair's sticking up.

Murderous at first,then she started laughing the crazy steph.

Okay,okay.The finally serious and murderous steph!

After NETBALL,everyone(okay,some) gathered in front of mirror and took photo yeah:D

-hsintung(:

2009-01-06T07:43:00.000-08:00
oh shoot.

yeah that's my hearted phrase at the moment.

anw,now,MY DAD WANTS ME TO USE A PREPAID CARD.

and im like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

i cant use a prepaid card!i spend at least 600 smses a month,and seriously,it's gonna need topping-up extremely often.and then,my dad will scold me for using so much.plus,after smsing/calling i'll get an irritating sms which tells me i have how much left.not so good to have a reminder how soon you're getting a scolding,seriously.

as for PW,i'm hoping to get into the play thing.it's great fun im sure

and my new ft-mrs yang.i find her okay,and super patient.however a lot of people in my class don't like her.i have no idea why.she's superb compared to SGE!my new teachers are reasonably nice,and chinese is still making me sleepy.*yawn*

no additions/subtractions from itee,so that makes 38monkeys still(:

however,i hate the new seating arrangement.my first chosen seating was smack next to charmaine's seat,in front of lingshan/michelle sin and next to trina.other side-trixie,wanwen,rach etc.even if there are irritating noisy guys in front.i love the seat okay!then mrs yang wanted to change,like wth?!?and i end up sitting behind JONATHAN,next to YUHENG(who calls me a nun,not appreciated) and in front of DUNCAN.oh shoot.and really,i have no one to talk to kay!mengtian(partner) doesnt talk alot.boohoo.

okay gotta jet.doing geog.finishing le!:D

hsintung(:

2008-12-12T22:24:00.001-08:00
Oh I already made a new blog!Hehe.I already have a new url,but I decided I shall stick to this till I'm willing to code again:D

I have piccas from my holiday,but I'm kinda lazy to transfer B)

Well,it turned out fun.With me knowing more about my cousins in Malaysia,they are super cute and nice:D Most of them are THREE.Seriously.

Sunway Lagoon wasn't as nice as I expected.But man,the hotel bed was super comfy,and I had the WHOLE QUEEN SIZED BED TO MYSELF!:D It was HEAVEN.

However,only bought ONE WALLET.Gah.So much things can buy,only buy ONE WALLET.IDC.I will go again to shop shop and shop more haha.

Kay,tags replied,will work on relinking and linking people.For now,a quiz to ENTERTAIN.Kaixiang(a.k.a Anythinkk), in an attempt to make me update,forced upon me a quiz I should do simply to entertain him.(HAHA)
Here we go;

Starting Time: 2.35PM
Name:Hsintung
Shoe Size:Eight,I think.
Height: Probably taller than 155cm.
Where do you live: Singapore!
Favorite Drinks: Plenty.I'm a liquid-drink-alot-of-water-kinky person:D Coke,pepsi,sprite,tea,WATER blah blah blah:D
Have You Ever---
Been on a plane: YES!Just went.
Fallen asleep in school: Umm,no.But sometimes I get drowsy when I have no one to perk me up in the morning.
Broken someone's heart: I think so.
Fell off a chair: Not that I remember.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Umm,yeah.TRINA AND OUR GEOG PROJECT.
Saved e-mails: Yes.Plenty
What is your room like: Cramped.I sleep with THREE other people.
What is the last thing you ate:Lunch-prawn noodles with beehoon:D
Have you had chicken pox: Yes.And lucky me!No scars(:
Sorethroat: Not now
Broken Nose: Not now
Do you believe in love at first sight: YES!
Like picnics: Depends where haha.
Who was the last person---
You danced with: Umm,joey,if you count bouncing like kindergarden kids!(:
Last person who made you smile: ME!My last sentence did it!:D
You last yelled at: Yelled angrily?Idk:O
Today did you---
Talk to someone you like: Like in which way?Friends/Family;Yes.
Kiss someone: No
Fall sick: No
Talk to an ex: Not exactly an ex,through computer.
Miss someone: Yes.
Eat: Yes
Best feeling in the world: No.Not if I'm stuck at home doing quizzes.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: In which sense?I don't HUG it,I put it next to my pillow but I don't even look at it.
What's under your bed: I don't have a bed,I'm on a mattress,so I guess the floor.And whatever dust or whatever between my mattress and the floor.
Who do you really hate: Umm,not hate.Majorly dislike.
What time is it now: 2.44PM WOW This quiz takes uber long.
Random---
Is there a person who is in your mind now: Yes
Do you have any siblings: Yes
Do you want any children: Yes
Do you smile often: See if anyone's around.
Do you like your handwriting: Sometimes;My handwriting can change depending on mood,which finger I rest my pen on(3rd or 4th) and etc.
Are your toenails painted: No.y mum highly objects to makeup and whatever on kids(her definition of kids is different)
Who's bed would you rather sleep in other than yours: The one in the hotel at Sunway.MY GOSH IT WAS COMFY.
What colour shirt are you wearing now: Brown
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: TV
You cant wait till:Uhh,what?
Are you a friendly person: Kind of.
Do you have any pets: Nope:(
Where is the person you have feeling for right now: No one now,I think
Did the last person you held hands with means anything to you: Means friends:D
Do you sleep with the TV on: No.I sleep late,and tv simply doesn't have any shows late at night.
Have you ever crawled through the window: No,I have window grilles
Are you too forgiving: Probably not.
Are you closer to your mother or your father: Mother
Who was the last person you cried in front of: Can't remember:O
How many people can you say you really loved: Plenty
Do you eat healthy: No.Unhealthy food is nice.Haha.Look at ICECREAM.CANDY.AND BLAH.
Do you still have your pictures of you and your ex: Umm,no boyfs allowed.
Have you ever cried of something someone said to you: Yes
If you are having a bad day,who are you most ~~lightly~~ likely to go to:No one.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: Crazy moments loud.Emo moments quiet.
Are you confident: Sort of.Depending which situation.
5 things i was doing 10 years ago: Growing up,TV,running around.Probably dancing too,according to my mum.
5 things i have on your to-do-list today: Watch Campus Shrewd,Little Nyonya.Sleep.Do homework(unlikely) Go to Beini's party.Eat ice-cream(XO)
5 things i would do if i am a billionaire:Save,give mum,buy new house making sure I have bedrooms.PSP.New IT Gadgets.
5 of my bad habits:Sitting position is wrong.Sleep can sleep 3hrs for nap.Lazy procrastinator.Bad temper.Cannot break away from computer once I start.
5 places i lived in: My house,hotels,my grand-aunt's place,KHS,CCH.
5 jobs i have had: Student,student,student,student,student.
Tag 8 people to do this quiz:
Go ahead if you want to do.I won't force like Anythinkk :P

Okay,it's 3PM and I need to start preparing for Beini's party.

BYE!

2008-12-01T23:07:00.000-08:00

i KNOW my blog is dead,so i'm supposedly suppose to revive it.So here i am.

I havent been online for a while,so i've been blog hopping and blah.

the most impt part is,i will link/relink everyone once i'm done with this post.then,i will most likely read midnight sun on the internet(yes celest,i have started reading her books,im on breaking dawn now:D)once i'm done with midnight sun,i will decide whether to be evil and make you guys relink or not.then i will work on a blogskin for my own blog then making one blogskin for my STOPTHELOVE acc and one for my JUICED. acc(with W!) then i will work on my site.BUT!

I CANT FORGET HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.
gah.not a single one done.i guess maybe i'll start today.or tmr.it depends.if i survive,then the above missions will be accomplished.if not,well,say goodbye to me.i'll die of lack of sleep the FIRST day of sec two.

but i cant wait for SUNDAY!
COS I WILL TAKE AN AEROPLANE.
it's been AGES since i took an aeroplane.so it's only to malaysia,wtv.so i have to wake up at 3 in the morning despite never waking up before 6am to reach the airport at 5am,wtv.
IM STILL TAKING A PLANE WAHAHA!
and i'll have a bigbigbig dinner,for my aunt's wedding.then i will go sunway!YAY YAY YAY!i have NEVER been to sunway lagoon,but i heard it's nice,so i cant wait.i had plannned on finishing my homework early and leaving guilt-free.but i guess it might be impossible.maybe i'll read outsiders while i'm at the airport and i'll do my lit on the plane cos i'll be buying books from blossom on friday.see,maybe my holiday wont be guilt-free/duty-bound afterall.HMMPH.

i guess that's it.but i'll see if i have photos.
\EDIT
Turns out i do have photos.

SHAWN AND YONGMING FOR SALE!PLEASE BID!HIGHEST OFFER!:D
(shawn&yongming-told you we'd sell you)

yeah,wanwen!xoxo

from left-laozharbor,lingshan,me on ferris wheel at escape theme park on cls outing!:D

yes,us again!i wonder why we take photos i always extreme right*thoughtful*

coincidences,ice princess!:D

arent you happy ice princess?i took this for you when i went back!you're on the board for best sports girl!:D

shawn and yongming,i make up for that selling you part(but im still selling,so keep bidding ppl!) by giving you this-KALINE IN MAKEUP!:D

I (L)(L)(L) NETBALL AND I VANDALISED THE THINGYS AT A SHOPPING CENTRE!:D

charmaine's cousin.super cute right!i taught her that pose lol!X)

i baked this cake(my first one!) with my sis's friends.unfortunately,it was too bitter[i told you guys we needed more sugar,it was NATURAL COCOA]

and finally,this picture was taken the same day i made the cake.this sauce looks so funny because there's EGG in it!and limying(who say she want add egg) said must cook egg first,not pour the raw egg inside the sauce liddat!!!HAHAHA.

ok,that ends my post,im off to read MIDNIGHT SUN!:D

(L)(L)(L)
H S I N TU N G
EDIT/

much loves,
hsintung:D

2008-11-13T06:16:00.000-08:00
hahaha!

i think my feeling wrong part,can settle lerh.think it might not be me,which LIFTS MY SPIRITS SUPER HIGH!

today went downtown east chalet which charmaine organised.and WILD WILD WET.

wanted to bathe in the morning,so planned (with my time to REACH the place) and it turned out to reach the place by 9.45am,i needed to wake up at 7.30am.SIAO RIGHT?!?but i ENDED UP WAKING UP AT 6am!!!worst of all,i missed sth i wanted to do because i overspent my bathing time.ARGH.then thought i'd be late.

went to chalet;turned up earliest.==

i brought a lot of entertainment-indiana jones,camp rock,uno and a ball.

slacked arnd till 12+ cos wild wild wet only opens at 12+ cos not holiday yet...

went to change,and stupidly realised out of EVERYTHING i prepared(the entertainment and everything) I FORGOT MY SWIMSUIT.like WTH?!?so i bought one.ARGH.turned up pretty much HALF broke.went inside www for free cos got complimentary ticket.paid for locker.stuffed stuff.didnt put in my specs.played the rides.realised i SHOULD have stuffed my specs in the locker.i wouldnt mind not having my specs.anw,played ular-lah like 4-5times?idk.went arnd shiok river and tsunami.and slide-up.and waterworks.

play until 3.30pm.then hungry so pulled out wallet.to buy KFC.but aiya,two ppl borrow money from me.after eating,I WAS BROKE ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then ruoding( i think) took care of stuff cos she didnt wanna swim while charmaine and beehoon went back to bathe first.then me,rach and yinyan went arnd shiok river like TEN TIMES.went in lifejacket and tube and without.loved the rapids:D met some cchms guy from RP called hongyi.talked abit.then we went to play ularh-lah.then we looked for ruoding.but saw she wasnt there so our things probably she bring back lerh.so we went out.then suddenly realised what about our SLIPPERS?!?then we asked the person can go back check or not.HENG she let us go in check.found our slippers and went out.we shouted THANK YOU to the person (actually,only me XD) and went out back to chalet.bathed.had bbq.sadded.didnt eat much.esp the super nice stingray.TT.everyone go snatch.but today,first time eat ROASTED MARSHMELLOWS!:D.which was nice.charmaine's mum called it MARSHI-MELLEW.or sth liddat.haha.played cards.then char's dad fetched me and yinyan home:D

it was awesome(:

and yongming and shawn keeps saying they wanna sell kaline and me.

H S I N T U N G[:

2008-11-11T05:48:00.000-08:00
heys im back!:D

tagged to do quiz by rachel:D

here goes nth...

1. Who's the person that tagged you?
rachel(:

2. Relationship between you and her?
friends,but she's one of the first i met in itee:D

3. 5 impressions?
chio,nice,fun,crazy and definitely hates mint XD

4. if she becomes your enemy, you will?
ehs,nah,we wont be enemies.at least,i hope not:O but if she becomes my enemy,i wont do anything(serious) unless she does something to me.that i rly cannot tahan.

5. what will you say to the person you like very much?
depends who first

6. characteristics i like about myself.
i can dont study and still pass:D

7. characteristics i hate about myself?
procrasinator.i can never grow outta that.

8. for the person whom you hate, you say?
uhm,i probably wont talk to that person,but unless that person really go and zheng me,i will go make her/him back.it's a thing about me-i cant really take things lying down.

9. what do people feel about you?
i dont know.but i feel so confused at the moment about that...

10. your crush?
i wouldnt tell you!:P

11. most ideal person you wanna be?
someone who fits in.has a normal bestf.

12. pass this to 10 ppl.
1)celest
2)charlene
3)beatrice
4)weiting
5)jiehui
6)pamelia
7)addy
8)shiyinn
9)phyllis
10)sharlyn

13. if 5 & 7 were together?
jiehui and addy?eh,idk if they actually KNOW each other.
14. who does 5 like?
why do you wanna know?idk.oh wait!i know!ME!and JEAN!and JASMINE!and her other friend i not sure how to spell.

15. what colour does 9 like?
uhm,not sure.maybe black white:D

16. say smth about 8.
NETBALL!

17. Who is 2?
FOREVER NUTTY BFF(in a good way:D)

18. talk about 3.
beatrice(wong)!fun!but quiet!yay!dependable

19. Who is 10's best friend?
not sure.we're pretty distant now,seeing we knew each other in kindergarden and practically nvr talked agn.

20. Who's the sexiest among all 10?
all are sexy:D

21. what colour does 4 like?
PURPLE!five-leaf always does:D

22. is 4 single?
weiting?probably.

23. yr relationship with 1?
celest is my ULTIMATE BFF!

24. are 5 & 6 best friends?
no,i guess.

25. 9's surname?
PHYLLIS YEO!<33

26. 7's nickname?
addy,hahaB)

27. say smth to 8.
hello(B

28. say smth to help 9?
I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

29. who does 1 admire?
idk.maybe stephanie meyer?

30. where does 1 live?
eunos.i wont tell you everything:P

31. 10 of them know who you like?
THEM!:D

32. say smth to 6 when you see her?
DONT SO QUIET!!!!

33. 10's spouse?
IDK.hmm,maybe i'll ask her that next time;)

~~~~~~~~~

i feel wrong at the moment.really wrong.i really cant say it.it might make it worse.

i feel not at all in

i feel all out

i feel like i've lost everything

i feel like i could NEVER get it back

i feel BETRAYED.

i NEVER thought SHE would say that.but im not even SURE who she meant.it could not be me.it might not be me.i HOPE it's not me.i cant tell if it is.i really hope not.i already felt out.i really couldnt stand it.i felt a little hopeful.i've felt so BULLIED.i really didnt want to say it.but i guess i might need to.it's like im really not in the ******.i felt uncared for.i WONT say what i mean.but really.i feel wrong.

yes.here in this post,I FEEL WRONG!

sorry i had to let off steam here.i hope you dont get the wrong idea.im sorry.REALLY.i did this before.and i got bad responses.dont take it to heart.you really wouldnt be able to guess who im talking about.cos i shouldnt be.REALLY.

please.let me off.

hsintung:(

sadded at the moment

2008-11-01T20:54:00.000-07:00
haha,yes,it's time to UPDATE!

drama nite is the topic of the day.lazy to type agn so copy from what i typed on class blog.minor edits.
it was good,
only DUNCAN screwed some parts up.caused mingxuan to not make an appearance

and i could have SALVAGED it,but i totally didnt.ARGHH

first;he said "but now,it's worse than ever" instead of what he was SUPPOSED to say "oh no!the worst is yet to come!the head prefect is coming!".man,then i AUTO say my line "this is all your fault,why did you ever start using that STUPID machine?!?" to gordon(fishcake).shit lah.if i realised he was wrong a TAD bit earlier,i would have said his line.GOSHHHHHHH!

second; he forgot his line.i think it went sth like "see,i told you!mr lee is like a durian" or sth like that!then he was looking arnd at everybody like saying "whose line is it hurry up and say" the kind of stupid face when everyone was looking expectantly at him with our eyes boring into him and telling him "it's your turn you better hurry up and say your stupid line DUNCAN CHEW!" but he DID NOT get the gist.so i tried to salvage the thing by saying my line.but i so totally said the wrong line.like "this is all your fault,why did you ever start using that stupid machine?!?" then as i was saying it i realised it was the WRONG LINE,I HAD ALREADY SAID IT!!!so i cursed myself and added the correct line "you were lucky gordon,mr lee ought to have scolded you for using his apparatus" as tho the sentence was SUPPOSED to be like that.ARGH.

so GAH.i had to screw it up.no wait.duncan did.and i screwed the salvaging part.

SHUCKS.

but according to my sisters,she said the chinese drama REALLY ROCKED!the whole audi was roaring with laughs!yay~

i didnt get to see it.so SAD.the chinese performance i mean.the badbadbad helpers LOCKED US OUT.in the scary back of the audi where we could see the d&t block super scary and it was SUPER DARK AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

well,i rly want to latale with wanwen and rachel.and watch camp rock dvd.and watch you are my destiny dvd.bye~

HSINTUNG[:

2008-10-22T21:16:00.000-07:00
ohh yay~

i got first in class agn!
which means alot of rewards(meh)

ahahahahaaha

lol

but this holiday(YES ITS THE HOLS:D) doesnt really seem like a holiday.

its a break with plenty of activities

squashed with councillor things(marketing talk,exhibition)

mixed with drama nite thingys(7.45AM to 10.30PM like wth?)

and rubbishly rubbish HOMEWORK

and not to mention plenty of netball

which actually isnt that bad,since i rly missed netball.

talking about netball!;
WANWEN IS JOINING NEXT YEAR YAYYAYYAYYAY

and im about BECKIE'S HEIGHT,so that means suitable shooting height YAY!

and i have SO totally improved in my shooting-all that practice really DID help,afterall(:
[wahahaha,i can so shoot from the near range,like first point and second point and sometimes the third point yay]

okok,i know im talking shit again.oh more shit.

OKTO is out,but KC is now OKTO,even tho with longer hours,i still prefer KC shows,hmmph.
and that means memorising new timings for shows:O

downloading LATALE,which according to charmaine,is super fun
(but personally,i think it's just a maple copycat==)

and ohh yeah,drama nite is coming gosh i do not want to lose face in front of SOSOSO many people ARGH.

hmmph,i think there was more shit i wanted to say,but i forgot le.WHATEVER.

now i just look forward to NETBALL,and HOLIDAYS and SLEEPING and OUTINGS and FRIENDS:D

ohh,i rmb the shit i wanted to say!
CHUNGCHENG ROCKS LIKE MAD ITS UNBELIEVABLE
they changed the rules.
new SUPER SHORT SOCKS WHICH ARE SUPER THE NICE AND SHORTER THAN THE LENGTH I FOLD MY SOCKS ARE OUT NEXT YEAR AND MONDAYS WE CAN SLEEP IN(even without the recess:O) but the new rules also say NO FOLDING OF SKIRTS AT THE WAIST(argh) but if im despo i'll just fold my skirt at the hem and pin it with safety pins or something(B

YAY!

HSINTUNG(:

2008-10-13T06:17:00.000-07:00
WHEE~

im loving the fact that i dont have HOMEWORK~~~~

ohh yeah the days aft eoys ROCKROCKROCK(:

i played comp for the WHOLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE weekend.not forgetting marking day on fri:D

ytd i made the layout for CLASS SURPRISE(: ohh tmrw i'll try to do more of the class surprise.

today im playing SIMS2!

hahaha.

erm today english debrief.......had to leave EARLY.tht means yeesokyee free(:but CCLR DUTY.gosh.sang song for finale of sec 4 grad ceremony.the rest of the day was sian.only memorable part was making me sub a sec4 girl who was absent.then came.so i was free of subbing her.then i took pictures with JIAXIN and CUILIN in the female staff toilet XD

marks:
english paper 1 section1:17.5/30
english paper 1 section2:18.5/30
english paper 2:34/50

GODDDDDDDDDDDD.there is something VERYYYYYYYY wrong with me.
#ONE;i got less than 18 for compo
#TWO;wtf i scored SOSOSOSOSOSOSO low for compre.

AND I LOST TO SO MANY PEOPLE.

where the heck am i supposed to hide.not in a non-existent hole in the ground kayy

I NEED TO BUCK UP.

whatever.eoys are over le.

i think my chinese and maths GG le.maths nvr finish 2qns.chinese changwensuoduan nvr finish.then today met mr lam then he say i got careless mistake.WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and im dying of desperation.i WANT to read twilight series but have ZERO chance.i've been asking arnd and trust me.NO ONE has bothered to lend me despite the number of times i've asked them.ARGHH.wait till I BUY IT:D

alright i think thats all.i'll go play sims2 bah:D

!HSINTUNG:D

2008-10-09T05:47:00.000-07:00
heyhey

alrighty,
IM BACK TO DOMINATE THE ONLINE WORLD

i know i've been SERIOUSLY inactive,but now im back:D

today,exams just ended.

possible grades to me luhh,shld be inaccurate derh XO:
english;reasonable.a2 and above
chinese;it's definitely a B
maths;a2 to a1.even though i did not finish two qns.
science;a2
english literature;b3/a2(hopefully not b4 agn!!!)
geography;a2?
history;uhh,not so good.might be a low a2
acc;VERY easy.shld be able to get a1 XD
chem SPA;hah,i did alright for this.no grade derh

alright.i need go le.mum chui me.

I DEFINITELY will try and blog tmr,with PICTURES.

HSINTUNG:D

2008-08-27T06:51:00.000-07:00
heyys

new quiz

by celestTEE

hmmph.

my name was in BIGBIGBIG CAPS.

and she said she didnt miss anyone.

BOOHOO.

wait for my answer celestTEE!

Q: what time is it now?
A: 9.55 pm.
Q: wad colour is ur tee that u are wearing now?
A: yellow white.
Q: wat are you doing?
A: typing==
Q: wad did you eat for lunch?
A: duck rice!i finished whole packet!see,i DO eat alot
Q: who was the last person you talk to today?
A: my mummy:D
Q: wad time u slept last nite?
A: 11.45 pm.?
Q: who was the last person u yelled at?
A: my mum.
Q: who did you last cry infront of?
A: i cried ALONE.
.Q: who do you hate most?
A: now?no one right now...i do have some people whom i dislike,but not HATE
Q: who was the last person you hugged?
A: my mummy(: [aww,motherly love:D]
Q: did u...erm...kissed b4?
A: with a boy,no.unless you count when i was like a kid and i kissed my dads cheek then wipe my lips like shit.
Q: wad do you do with $1000,0000?
A: spend spend spend save save donate a small part.gosh im stingy
Q: who was the last person you call him/her crazy?
A: TRINAA!siaozharbor!
Q: who did you talk to last nite on the phone?
A: CELEST!<33
Q: whats ur favourite sport?
A: NETBALL<33 DUH!
Q: who do you love?
A: my mum,my friends and there's not gonna be a him here:D
Q: who are you missing now
?A: charlene,beatrice wong,weiting,him,mrs tan and mr yeo(idk why i want to talk to him right now:O)
Q: wad sch were u in & are u in?
A: kong hwa primary, cchms are greatly LOVED
Q: did you wait for someone in the middle of the nite juz to answer his/her call?
A: no.ohh wait,yes.for project,i waited for trina's call at 2am==
Q: wad is ur name?
A: HSINTUNG and dont spell or pronounce wrong worhh
Q: when did ur world appear?
A: when i opened my eyes:D SEPTEMBER FOURTEENTH<3
Q: wad was the last song u listen?
A: liang shan bo yu ju li ye
Q: who was the last person you danced with?
A: no one.i danced by myself.i like randomly dancing to a tune:O
5 people to do this quiz:
1. charlene
2. weiting
3. clara
5. anyone who sees this and owns a blog:P

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yay~i cleared my debt.

i promise pics.

HSINTUNG:D

2008-08-25T07:29:00.001-07:00
i shall be crazy and do this random quiz i ripped off gerr's blog(yes im gonna start linking:O)

type your name with your*fingers:
Hsintung
*chin:
hsssssintungb(ohkayy,how did a b get there and why the heck do i have multiple 's's???)
*one finger, eyes closed:
hsintung(YAY!i mastered the keyboard!*party party*)
*elbow:
hsinung(not bad.not bad!missed a t but thats it:D)
*nose:
hysin6ung(WHEE.after many attempts DX even if its screwed yeahh)
*palm:
hxintujn g(great.now my name has become a monster)

RANDOM!

hah anna is so troubled whee~gonna be a good friend and rock her life and help her.BETTER BE HAPPY YOU!

HSINTUNG:D

HAPPY!

2008-08-03T01:32:00.000-07:00
WHOOTS!
WHOOTS!
WHOOTS~

i got my DEARDEARDEAR new HANDPHONE!it's an OLD model,but it's a new colour.VELVET RED W580I is LOVEDD(<333)!its got this fitness thingy,games and BEST OF ALL,USB!my old one dunno whre the usb go to.and this has a lot of rubbish space i can use!WHEEEEEE!

i also got my EXTERNAL HARD DISK.which means no more having the computer telling me that i only have 6% of my 20gb of computer memory left.my external hard disk has 160gb(which is low to you but V.HIGH for me) tho v.plain but whatever.i bought all of these YESTERDAY-2aug2008.LOVE!

i'll begin uploading all my pics via usb(i sent every file frm old phone to new phone ONE BY ONE via bluetooth cos no memory card[hmph!]) so i rly have lots of things to enjoy!i know i'll at one point by this wk start to stop caring so much about the new phone/harddisk but whatever.i love them now!:D

so yesterday was very awesome.tho at one point my cousin alwin(he's 7) who owns a psp,a ds,a gba sp asked my uncle who just came back and will be staying for 2 months for a HANDPHONE.why?because there are awesome games in the phone.== i mean,what does a SEVEN YEAR OLD BOY WANT WITH A HANDPHONE FOR?!?games?he's definitely got PLENTY of game consoles.his dad even suggested getting a WII or a PS3 for him.but he insisted on a handphone.i was like what the?for GAMES?so many console still want GAMES?!?then i v.envious.then after they went to bugis to get his new handphone,my awesome mum saw that i was pretty upset,then she said ok,you use your money go by handphone.but i'll pay for you first.which was really great,tho i was pretty indecisive whether i should get pink or red and whether i REALLY wanted that phone.anyway,it came of out my scholarship,and i still owe my mum money.but whatever.i dont regret it.tho i do miss how i could say i wanted that pen and money to go out because i had that extra moolah @@

i'll just put a moved skin on my old blog if i still have time.im so happy this is a HOMEWORK free wkend and i MUST not waste it(:

HSINtung(:
whacko crappo

2008-07-21T05:30:00.000-07:00
world,the earth says hello on 21st july<3
first post:D

new councillor duty today.GATE DUTY.like,i barely did anything today.i was supposed to go to the 'tennis court gate' with xinhui.left to get green form.went to tennis court.my brain:uhh,where is the tennis court gate? couldnt find xinhui mah.found a gate near the netball court but not sure if that was it.then announced full board at 7.35am.so i waited at that gate.tried to call yongming and couldnt get through.realised he's the only section buddy contact in my phone other then erin!so called anna looking for help and her mother picked up her phone.told me her new number.so i went like oh,okay.thanks:D started wandering back to ask camy where the heck i was supposed to be.then checked my watch blurly and went like "WTH 7.40AM!" i started brisk walking there and saw full board gathering.PHEW.didnt tell the rest about my blunder though.sec fours were stepping down.new section leader-yongming && shawn.supposed to have lots of crying.other sections were crying.section four was real strong.only camy and debi cried in the end of the meeting.gave camy tissue.went off and realised i had successfully pon-ed half a lesson:D thought it was pe,then thought it was chem after charmaine said that they were in class.went back.looked in.brain:huh?physics arh? so yeah.miss blur queen >.<

saturday
bought a MYUK gym bag:D MYUK pouch/wallet:D and ANNA'S PRESENT:D so imagine a crazy hsintung on a lovely shopping spree!with one neoprint:D

tomorrow there'll be netball.personal skills training:( as laoshi saw me during lunch,asked me to collate who wants to go for audition who doesnt.yeahh alright.CCHMS NETBALL might be going to DISNEY auditions:D must have good english and good netball skills oO wonder what kind of show they're planning?

ACK.friday is my 2.4km run for NAPFA.people actually think i'll have no problem knowing that im from netball.like what's the diff?plus im still 12:P well i passed when i slow jogged all the way.im gonna try running faster tomorrow at constant speed.HOPEFULLY.

here i end my longlonglong post XD

hsintung(:
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