Sunday, November 1, 2009
Advice I'm not so sure I follow myself.
Made it to the team.My name was the last to be said.
And I haven't said this to anyone, but I was so hoping to be in.
I was so hoping that I wouldn't be out.
I was so hoping, even if I thought I wouldn't get to play.
Cos if I don't make it, I'll break.
I can't imagine if I don't play.
At the end of every game, I feel so useless and I tear up cos I didn't get that chance.
Right now, I feel relieved to be in.
I promise I'll train sooooo hard to be up for it.
I'll shoot each time I go to school.
I'm going to shoot tomorrow too.
And maybe before training on Tuesday.
I feel pressured to.
I was so freaked out during the game when Coach said that how we played then would determine if we were in or out.
I was so freaked out that I couldn't shoot. Six chances and I had about three shots in? Ugh.
What happened to silents, really??!
Enough about emo-ing for netball.
Yesterday's duty was sooooooooooo fun.
Bimbo fighting with Cherylmine was sooooooo funny! HAHAHAH. She is so naturally bimbotic I tell you.
Whack her on the head and all her brain cells die!XD
Cherylmine and You Min are despo! Hock Jin and Li Kai saw for themselves:O
I hung out with the juniors during refreshments. They're really easy to talk to and very outgoing. These juniors rock!
Refreshments tasted awesome! A lot of people kop-ed food:O
Friday was PTC.
Gosh that duty was kinda boring but when there were little parents, everyone slacked(SHH!) and we sat down to chat.
Claudia was nice to talk to.
Guan Yu was awesome to bully(you should try bullying him one day!:D)
Winnie was very nice to talk to:D
I miss Winnie and See Kim, who've gone for Cambodia!Aww, it's only been one day:(
So in order to see them, I guess I'll try to go open house for the first hour? IDK! I'll just go mingle before going Chongqing.
YAY!
To the pessimist:
if you flash forward
see the awesome future
will you reconsider
think it all over
for the brighter future?
cos some things are worth living for
some things are worth believing in
faith and hope exist for some reason
not only for the insecure.
That's just my belief. Consider that for a new start. Be wary but don't turn weary.
(P.S That really seems like awesome material for a song.)
To the other sad person:
Everytime you smile, I smile
And everytime you shine, I'll shine for you.
-Jump then fall, Taylor Swift
I don't think we should live for the other person. Sure, follow his/her ups and downs.
But don't get so obsessed.
"Why are you so obsessed with me, boy?"-Obsessed, Mariah Carey
That's what they'll ask. You've probably been asked something like that before.
Sometimes people change. Relationships don't work out.
"People are people and sometimes we change our minds. But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.""It's the kind of end that you don't really wanna see."
"People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out. Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fallout..."
-Breathe, Taylor Swift
Live your own life and maybe it's time to move on. That person will stay in your heart forever.
Imprinted.
But you'll find another person who's more worth it, more dominant in your heart one day.
To both of you:
If you feel angry at me for writing this, you can smack me:P
<33,hsintung.
♥HSINTUNG:D
