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Friday, April 23, 2010

disillusioned; losing faith; and yes, your opinion MATTERS. thanks for all that hurt and tears you brought me.

i think i utterly screwed up my life. im so utterly disillusioned.

i thought all A did was an attitude change. turns out it's a serious hundred eighty degree turn. i cant believe you did that, asshole. delete from f____ds??? we were like thisclose and suddenly we're t h i s f a r a p a r t.

then im trying to become closer to B and what you do? D A O me. excellent. dont say that i ignore you. you MIA dont want to talk/ reply me still say. fine, you dont even talk to me now.

then there are people who are trying to be close to me but i keep pushing them away.

im not angry so much. more like broken. i cant believe that i believed all that crap. yeah, i should ignore all that sh!t but no way can i do that. we were once friends in the first place. your opinions matter(ed?) :X please let it all work out.

thanks so much, life. you screwed me.

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