Sunday, June 27, 2010
SPAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMING IN PROGRESS (!)
I'm slogging my guts out for homework!
Okay, not literally. I mean, I slack too much while trying to do my work. Oh sigh!
I'm fortunately still trying to finish amaths. Maybe I can finish amaths quiz before dinner, then move on to spam chinese and lit after dinner? IMPOSSIBLE I KNOW.
Cause I practically didnt do a thing about my homework until yesterday. Which I spent many hours doing... you guessed it. NOTHING. (Y) ME! -.-
What is this stupid message school sending sia. "GOOD NEWS! SCHOOL TERM STARTS NEXT WEEK...." I dont see a single good news anywhere :@ And the IFIN message about flooding? The person who typed it has serious issues with grammar. :P
So basically I'm moaning about my sad sad life as I'm still drowning in my work:( IM SO SCARED FOR LIT!! Cause felicia and valerie said they spent one whole day still havent finish *aghast* Let's hope my efficiency is like U#@&$&!^_@!*&$!^ so it won't matter :X
It's like praying the sun will die out in two minutes I know:( Oh well. Means I should not be blogging. Absolutely not!:'(
<33,hsintung.
P.S Damnit I can't find my SS Sec4 textbook, so I CANT DO SS HOMEWORK! Looks like xinhao was right about SS punishing me for not changing skins T.T
Labels: holiday, homework, joke, spam
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Sunday, June 20, 2010
Taking charge.
What the heck. After yesterday, I thought this senior wanted to get our opinions; tell us what to work on(or at least a hint). What happens? This senior tells me to leave a problem to
me, when I worked up my courage to tell this senior what I honestly felt. What the heck. I'm telling you to get some advice, not for you to leave me there to solve it myself. I asked to get help.
Maybe you wanted me to practice taking charge, but I'm sorry, I needed a bit of a hint to get me started.
Freak.
<33,hsintung.
Labels: section four, senior, taking charge
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quoted from yuki: fate plays sick jokes.
I never hoped to be one of those victims of fate. But I am an indirect victim of it, and I never want to be in fate's direct path of destruction.
I don't remember. Honestly, I couldn't remember if I intended to give a gift or not. I cried after that. I lost control. Knowing that I never made the effort to know you. After I went home, a tiny note I saw told me I really did intend on that gift. A tiny sliver of a memory of you. Thank goodness I saw that. It barely made me feel better. I hope you know we'll always been there for you.
I owe them an explanation. I know I do. I wasn't ready to talk at the table. I'm not ready now. I don't think I'll be ready ever. But I want to face the music. I'm sitting on the fence.
I'm naturally a reflective person. Sometimes I might sound harsh, or seem too indifferent. You might think I know what I'm doing, but the truth is I get caught in the moment. After I walk away, I think about what I just did; what I just said. And all of it boils down to my moment of selfishness. It's like arguing with my sisters and hitting them in a fit of anger, then after that when I cry, I realise that I shouldn't have. But I don't apologise, even though I regret it so much.
I really just lost control and cried there. Especially thinking about the problems.
The worst thing ever is knowing that in three weeks time, the seniors will officially step down. Nobody to rely on telling you: No, do it this way, it'll be better. Knowing that the secthrees and me: We'll be the ones people depend on. Aptly put by Eunice: The sectwos need us! And yes, definitely true. The understanding that I will need to carry a heavier burden in three weeks... It's scary. I can't tell if I'm looking forward to it or not. Now,I'm not doing my best. But I want to. I will. I want that to happen.
I think this post is all serious and heavy. I can't think of writing anything happy when something so big has happened. And I know, this post is so messy and disorganised. They are all linked but different at the same time....
On a light note, I'm back from camp and my back aches. And thanks so much to Yuki for being there. Kay,that's all I can write.
<33,hsintung.
Labels: burden, fate, memory, regret, section four, thank you
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Sunday, June 13, 2010
we go out; we have fun. people i barely knew seemed like people i've known forever!:)
HEY PEOPLE!
i know it's been, two days since i last blogged! i feel guilty breaking my streak. but oh well, who cares! i had fun and it was totally worth it^^
went out on friday with the BOBs! hehe damn fun(like duhh~) i was first to reach! cool right! getting earlier and earlier manxz! slacked @ lucky for one hour then went over to LICK- little ice cream kafe!:D
went for the ice cream buffet. whooo shiok manxz. just spam flavoured ice creams and mix-ins. what the heck their mars bars in wild strawberry was FROZEN! heheh!:) butterscotch tasted NICE~ wild strawberry was awesome as well!:)
after a lot of eating, camwhoring and decorating the photo to put on the wall, we went to BUGIS!
walked around, went arcade(got pwned @ bball!), screwed up time for proposal(SHOOTXZ!), went starbucks to steal wifi(ROFL!), and stared @ water fountain! xinhao took the opportunity to scare little kids:O
ate mos burger for dinner! found miraculous fries! everyone pretended it was effin' nice. i think is pretend anw, cause it didnt really taste that great to me O.O
after that a lot of people went home but yihng and xinhao and xiaoqi and i still wanted to play (TEEHEE!) so we went to xinhao's house. it was kinda late! then we played with his instruments and messed around with his twitter and facebook and played a few rounds of taiti!
it got late so me and xiaoqi CHIONGED!! home. but they all still wanna play so we agreed to meet up the next day @ lucky AGAIN! hahaha.
meet up @ lucky the next day....
I WAS LATE!
but i ended up being first there.... spent time reading my seventeen mag, drinking mango snowshake w/ colourful jelly and eating boost chocolate(wasn't THAT nice D:) finally xinhao reached! he spammed photos, and we played with coins. we were trying to find it's center of gravity! ROFL!
then xiaoqi finally reached, and finally yihng! with his wet hair and bulky bag and freakin' heavy shoebag!
talked and messed around. effin' funny! saw clement from 1HM! his friend is my junior! then i try to be friendly but he say he dunno me :( after that we tried to survey them for open house and attempted to convince them to persuade their siblings to come chungcheng! funny ttm cause clement's friend said : i dont have little brother or little sister.
i was on the wrong wire and i thought "he doesnt have a little brother?" out loud. *sick joke!* we all started giggling except for yihng, who couldnt get the joke HAHA.
then we had to explain how it translates to "ta mei you xiao di di" and how "xiao di di" is AHEM! then he started cracking up HAHA.
took bus to xiaoqi's house(the sunny spring)!
they taught me how to play mahjong and in-between. won $$ for in-between but lost a lot for blackjack HAIX! second time playing money sia~ :O ate a late lunch (WE ATE CHICKEN @ GEYLANG!)
went to playground to play and camwhore. TOOK A LOT OF PICS (Y) promise to put them up!:)
drew words in the sand! played @ the slides! had fun @ the swings! see-sawed!
went to singpost to eat dinner AGAIN! went to food court haha. basically talked about random stuff.
i think i shut up a lot with yihng xiaoqi xinhao outing cause' idk, i wasn't really into the same kind of music. but hey, i kinda know more bands now so i can listen to them okay! (Y) so bands-to-listen-list: THE KILLERS, SNOW PATROL, YELLOW *something*, ALL TIME LOW, THE ACADEMY etc.
yihng brought up a good point: we've known each other for less than a week. but strangely, it feels like we've known each other forever! (L) that feeling!:) it's like we've been a clique or best friends since kids or something! totally hit the nail on the head and i'm like, OH YEAH I DIDNT REALISE. the comfort between everyone~ :D
kay, i promise pics later or tmrw!:)
<33,hsintung.
P.S finally done with the section tee business! YAYYYYYYYYYY!
went to singpost to have a late dinner!
Labels: bands, blackjack, bob, camwhore, chungcheng, comfort, forever, fries, fun, ice cream, in-between, junior, lucky, mia, music, note to self, section four, taiti
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Saturday, June 12, 2010
sorry,i have been mia!
i promise to update tmrw:/
Labels: mia
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Wednesday, June 9, 2010
run devil devil run run~
(Y) for a great day today(till night time zzzz)
Met up with BOBS!
Freakin' awesome~ A lot of people were late, but it's fine, cause I was teaching Mianyou Geog! Turns out Pure Geog got out MYE paper and E.Geog got pure geog MYE paper! LOL~
Discussed discussed discussed and moved our meeting to the classrooms! Never got caught/scolded DOUBLE YAY!
Gonna finish already then we were all hungry! Decided to go eat lunch together then come over to my house to play/discuss. So went to Singpost! Supposed to eat food court but last minute changed to go eat PastaMania. Was broke, so had to borrow from Mianyou! Thanks for lending me the $$! :)
Had a not-so-filling meal, then people split up to buy stuff for just a while. Then went into Fairprice buy snacks, oooh yeah~ Super tempted! But bought a lot so not too bad!
Walked back to home! Wasn't very eventful.
Then reached home liao drink Pepsi! Talked talked talked + digressed for half an hour! Then we got down to discussing (abit)
Listened to the pro Xinhao discuss about his maple stories! PRO TTM.
Then discussed the theme. Once we decided on the theme we decided- TIME TO SLACK BABY! WHOOO:D
Then they all agreed to watch HORROR MOVIES. OH THE BANE OF MY LIFE! So I hunted down the horror movies I had! (I discovered I had House of Wax, some NC16 movie also and The Grudge!) Wtheck I couldn't even tell which movies were scary and which were not .____.
So as they watched I promised to hide. I hid behind a cushion LOL. Every one was like *watching movie* *eyes glance @ me* *laugh/giggle* *watch movie* SOBS! Everyone laughed @ ME!! :(
I wasn't even screaming lorh! BLEAH!
Ate a lot. When you're scared, you should eat more! :D
Sorry if I wasn't exactly the best hostess! XOXO.
They all laughed at me repeatedly. OMG.
Hey I didn't scream. *REITERATES POINT*
Then had to send Alvin down. *gulp* All of them tried to scare me, say what later come up in the lift alone see the grudge kid :O :O
Second disc jammed alot. I had to stop, eject the disc and put it back in ALOT of times. And fastforward. At one point I played the thing and then the soundtrack started off super loudly (you know... those CLIMAX PARTS WHERE THEY SCARE PEOPLE!)
I half-screamed and ran off! Just dumped the remote control they and hide. And they laughed again! *cries*
Brought them to the bus stop after that. Played and messed around @ the bus stop LOL! Super fun. Xinhao was FREAKKKKKKKKY.
Then the weirdest part was walking home ALONE. I wasn't really scared scared scared (majorly cause' I didn't even see the effin' movie) but I was totally jumpy. I jumped @ every noise manxz.
However, I AM TOTALLY FINE AND I DIDNT SCREAM OR WHATEVER! :)
After that every thing was kind of uneventful until I realised that Xinhao played with my twitter RAWR!
Goal for Today : Manage to repaint nails coral coloured, at least one coat today.
Tmrw: Paint second coat(maybe third) and top coat. Put treatment for hair and use hair straightener. Play with makeup (TAEYEON IN RDR STYLE BABYYYYYYYY!)
That's it you cool people(basically no one!)
<33,hsintung.
P.S anyone realised I'm labelling posts nowadays? :) And I've been hardworking at blogging (L)
Labels: bob, discussion, geog, hair, horror movie, makeup, maple, nails, pasta mania, singpost, SNSD, twitter
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Tuesday, June 8, 2010
heck yeah i love staying back for no reason @ all!
HEYLO! THIS BLOG IS LIKE EMPTY ATM! NOBODY TAGS :( (WINNIE WHY ARENT YOU TAGGING! XD)
Anw, today was make-it-or-break-it. cclr top six interview XOXO. Don't think I did exceptionally well... ><
So I went in, and went like "um, I think... that one of my strengths is that.. I can communicate, er, quite well...." in a soft voice. HOW IRONIC! :(
Went out, cheered on T.Winnie! OMG, drastic change. I bet the exco could hear me GO WINNIE! from inside._.
Pep talked Jeanette, shared a tiny bit of insecurities. After that, Winnie came out and wished Jeanette all the best! Talked to winnie, who suddenly went like "OMG CAN I GO IN AGAIN AND SAY??! NOW GOT SO MUCH STUFF CAN SAY SIA!" ( XD )
Ruijie reached also, then started waiting for him. Then Zhen An also came. Then wait for one more person HAHAHA.
I told my parents the interview lasted for like half an hour, but ended up waiting for four people! (=two hours!)
After that I gave every one an excuse to snack - TEATIME! :D
So went Lucky to eat!:) There was this really awesome ice cream! It was sweet, and berry-flavoured! XD
Ooh Jeanette made this bunny on the table with water! :) Super cute! :D
Aiya! Forget to take photos! I WILL CAMWHORE THIS HOLIDAY MANXZXZ.
Went home after that!
It was super fun^^
So now Imma go paint my nails (AGAIN!) This time I'll paint it coral! After dinner though! Got salty veggie duck soup (Y)!
<33,hsintung.
P.S STOP TRYING TO GET ME TO DO A.MATHS! :@
Labels: amaths, camwhore, cclr, interview, nails, photo
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Monday, June 7, 2010
just one acronym today.
FML.
Note to self: " never share anything with anyone who puts you down. "
Labels: fml, note to self
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Sunday, June 6, 2010
ohmysky!
Omg I couldn't sleep the whole night yesterday! Sucked ttm: kept tossing & turning like no tmrw. Keep checking my phone which was next to me (cause' I was texting Hanyi before I tried to sleep) for the time. Slowly, one hour by one hour pass. Then @ about 5am, I realised that the whole room was not able to sleep. LOL! Fail right! So me & my sisters went out to paint nails (we had nothing to do._.) and watched our new dvd featuring Korean stars. Cause' it was cheap so we buy lorh, and we spent three hours watching it HAHAHA. It's got me into Oh! by SNSD. Oh well~
Then I tried to go back to sleep @ about eight, after my horrific attempts to paint my nails pale mint green. SIANXZ! Imma try to paint my fingernails successful today!:D
I slept till twelve(FINALLY CAN SLEEP YAY!) then woke up. Mum went out le, then dad went for badminton so me and my sis, we all slacked in the room abit. Then last minute we made a random decision to go Suntec.
Spamspamspam get ready in under half an hour and we chiong outta the house B) I wore new chio red socks today (Y)
Then take circle line go to promenade, and went to find the tutu kueh store. TURNS OUT NO MORE LE T.T THEN I NO MORE TUTU KUEH TO EAT :'(
So we walked around looking for something to eat, and I saw ZhiYang:O
In the end settled for Macs. Stupid stupid, my McCafe drink costs more than my sister's McValue Lunch! WTF! Then we went up to THEFACESHOP and bought more nail colours(HAHA,spam, I know:P but I only bought base kayxz!) Then go arcade, and spent more money (*sobs*) Then go home!
Walked back from Paya Lebar and we took shortcut. Before turning into the alley, I saw Darren(3EP Darren, not sectwo Darren haha ;D)
Me: *thinking* Is that DARREN??
*Darren waves*
Me: *waves back*
(shouting) You come here for what?:O
Darren: TUITION! (shouting back)
Me: Oh. Here got tuition meh??!
*walks off*
Rofl. Something like that. So I discussing with my sisters if around the area got tuition not. But, I don't recall have leh. :/
So yeah, basically, went out for less than three hours and saw two chungcheng people. ZZZZZZZ.
Now, I supposed to be doing section tee design but I floated off to YouTube. I just stopped! So must finish the design now:)
Ohmysky I updated three days in a row, didn't I? ^^
<33,hsintung.
Labels: chungcheng, nails, section four, sleep, SNSD, suntec, text
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Saturday, June 5, 2010
shopping spreeeeeeeeeee~
Aww, I've been diligently updating:)
Didn't feel like updating at first, but oh well, never mind, last minute decision;D
Went on a major shopping spree today! Super happy!:D
Got like, a top coat, a bubblegum blue, a dreamy pink, a pale green and a coral nail colour! (Y)
Then I got some spastic/cute clips, but quite ex, approx. $1 for ONE clip:( Bought them as a set of four, but my sis also wanted so she bought two from me! So now I only got two T.T But never mind, I shall go there(BUGIS) to buy again^^
Got a pair of animal prints board shorts, freakin' cute! Planning to wear them to the beach, with my nails painted in bubblegum blue! So summer-ish, right?:) Totally hoping that I can go Siloso Beach! WHOOOOOOOO! Beach netball + beach vball + frolicking in the sea + SUNNNNNNN~!(L)
Got a loose purple tee too! From cotton on! Can pair with my flippy skirts (Y)
Bought eye shadow applicators cause I was lacking em', and got a silver gel eyeliner YAY! Now can try the eye makeup that TaeYeon had on in the MV for Run Devil Run. I didn't notice till I saw some people making videos on how to do it on YouTube HAHAHA:D
So basically I went to City Square Mall + Bugis today. Didn't buy a lot of clothes but oh wells! @ least I got some summer-ish stuff! Though I severely want a nice summer dress/frock! :/
Uber tempted to buy gloss/lippy/eye palette/mascara today, but didnt! I was afraid I'd go broke HAHA.
Wore brown eye liner out today; it kept smudging:( Cons of pencil eyeliner SIGHXZ. Didn't had any other makeup on though, other than my slightly-coloured lip balm (which doesn't count, since I practically wear it every day, and if I don't wear, my lips will dry out T.T)
Wore a somewhat-bandage skirt with white Cotton-on tank top, which was too .... So I wore a jacket over it hahaha.
OMG CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I FAILED SECOND ROUND OF BBALL MACHINE. First time in.... forever ohmysky. But it's okay, cause' @ my second try I got thru all the way to fourth round, if I'm not wrong. AISH! Missed the record by TEN points. Effin' four balls away only sehhhh~ Only cause' city square mall's arcade got very little people go HAHA:D
Heart to heart with Hanyi via text, it's cool(:
Plus, I sound darn vain in this blog post sighxz, so I shall go off now teehee!
<3,hsintung.
P.S Oops, I sound super high! I'm not. I'm kinda frustrated after a somewhat-argument:(
P.P.S Trying to compile the design for sectionfour tee! (Y)
Labels: clothes, design, h2h, heart to heart, makeup, shopping, vain
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Friday, June 4, 2010
LEADERS ARE NOT GREAT; LEADERS ARE PEOPLE WHO MAKE OTHER PEOPLE GREAT. /BOB.
Back from student leadership camp!
it was freakin' awesome!
BOB pwns~~
totally enjoyed the entire camp cause' everyone was hyped up(esp. gala show: it got me wanting to learn a few dance moves and teach myself how to grooooove!) and cheering and enthusiastic.
every camp i went to. some were fun. some were not. i'm not sure if this was the awesomest camp ever, but i think it'll make the top ten.
cause' honestly, like mrs lim said, we had the dream participants. I 100% AGREE cause' we all were enthusiastic,hyper,active,zealous,ardent etcetc. CAN YOU FIND MORE AWESOME PEOPLE?
plus, TK gave us individual debriefs. i'm very thankful for the debrief and recognition given(: yes,unexpected, but hey, i like to hang back a little(okay, ALOT).
i admit i was really quiet, i wasn't initiated @ first. then i worked up a good suggestion, developed it with the group and led it. i stood out. i want that feeling: encouraged and feeling good enough to step up and lead. it made me really happy, and reminded me of the old me, who was like "lead?OKAY!" :) i'm thankful for the reminder that i can lead; that i haven't lost the leader in me.
& I REALLY WANNA GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO THE FEMALE BOBS;
you know what? i'm grateful that you guys were willing to stay up for fifteen minutes to hear me talk about youknowwhat and discuss about new songs. i think my ego inflated after the leading for follow the bob! then i managed to round up you guys for the mass girls debrief. thank you so so so much for agreeing to break down barriers together and work together to make BOB even BETTER! (L)
pity i couldn't go into the lake due to AHEM! but i think it was fine.
mad max was crazy!
billy bucket? WHOA. lifting the bucket? WE PWN COMPLICATED MANXZ.
thank you yihng&xinhao for willing to exchange partners for the trust walk!
thank you hanyi for being willing to share!
thank you mabel for being there during camp!
thank you boonsee, for being there @ the briefing!
thank you zexin, for having the initiative to ask!
thank you brandton for allowing us to tease you(LOL!)!
thank you alvin for sitting with me on the bus,hehe!
thank you gabriel for attempting to learn the song last minute!
thank you zhen an for trying to come for the gala show!
thank you xinhui for being so active and sending out messages!
thank you xiaoqi for changing!
thank you yingxin for always being there!
thank you mianyou for being there when i need someone around!
thank you jocelyn for all your encouraging words. you have no idea how much that meant to me!:D
thank you huiying for your famous amos cookie!
last minute editing of performances. WELL DONE EVERYONE <3.
won best gala show performance!
TK claps haha!
chek jawa @ pulau ubin! first time there LOL!
i'll certainly miss bobs, but it's okay, cause' we've still got event planning!(THANK GOD FOR THAT!!:D) oh yes, also for ICE CREAM BUFFET!^^
to end off,
"LEADERS ARE NOT GREAT; LEADERS ARE PEOPLE WHO MAKE OTHER PEOPLE GREAT."
<3,hsintung!
Labels: bob, camp, dedications, leader, pulau ubin, teamwork, thank you, top ten
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