Sunday, August 8, 2010
throw all the restrictions far away.
I LOVE MY BOBBIES <3.
went out w/ them again today! :) woke up @ nine then i was like, still damn early so went back to sleep. woke up @ 1115!:( so i was freaking out and spammed breakfast + bird's nest (such a rare treat... MUST ENJOY!) then i was contemplating whether to bathe or not. i decided to. WORST DECISION OF MY LIFE. i ended up being late for hanyi's torch bearing! SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH :'(
helped her get her bag, dragged branton foo to the mrt. WTHECK JERKKKKK. we enter the mrt station then he asked, 'eh wanna run or not? one more minute sia' then i looked @ the screen.the train to dhoby ghaut reached alr but the one to marymount havent yet, left 1min. so i was like anything lorh. then i saw yuki and went to say hi. somehow the dhoby ghaut train arrived and he run over. @ first i thought he dont wanna go stadium/klp w/ the bobs anymore and wanted to go out w/ friends! then i realised belatedly that that was the train i was supposed to go on (T.T) and i missed it while he was happily on the train waving to me -.- reached stadium alr and went up the escalator and saw this CERTAIN PINK SHIRT GUY WALKING DOWN THE STAIRS AND HE FINALLY SAW ME.
Me: Wah so nice wait inside for me ah?
Branton : Of course lah, so gentleman right.
Me: Yeah, yu liao bu dao.
Branton: Huh?
repeated yu liao bu dao like three times for him -.-"
yeah so met with bobs and ate kfc. met joseph + 3EP guys and waited for hanyi w/ her orange torchbearing shirt hahaha:D
went to arcade. wah damn happy! first time in forever that i spent five bucks @ arcade. play until super shiok:D bishi bashi-ed the new one and played bball (400+ final score:D) and percussion mastered and mario karted(v. long nvr play le!) and bishi-bashi-ed the new-old one:) whooooooooosh :) wah super happy.
bowled and tio pwned by zexin! za & xinhao taught me how to play and finally got no gutters in the end. phewwwwwwwww.
we all went spastic @ the palm reading machine. all the guys tried and their s*x level v. high. hahaha. heng the girls never try (Y)
ATE SNOW ICE! mango one. the auntie v. nice and gave me+hanyi+zexin extra cause we three share one awwww! i prefer strawberry though!
yeap so officially i wasted another one of my days. maybe tonight i'll stay up late to finish one or two pieces of work ;) I HOPE I WILL. I SHOULD RIGHT!
tues going out for S4 outing. dont really wanna go out AGAIN and spend money sia. but this is SECTION FOUR we're talking about! must go! :) even if for a while also must :D:D:D
YAY that's it byebye :)
(L) HSINTUNG.
Labels: bob, fun, funny conver, jerk, joke, section four, snow ice, what the hell
♥HSINTUNG:D
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Taking charge.
What the heck. After yesterday, I thought this senior wanted to get our opinions; tell us what to work on(or at least a hint). What happens? This senior tells me to leave a problem to
me, when I worked up my courage to tell this senior what I honestly felt. What the heck. I'm telling you to get some advice, not for you to leave me there to solve it myself. I asked to get help.
Maybe you wanted me to practice taking charge, but I'm sorry, I needed a bit of a hint to get me started.
Freak.
<33,hsintung.
Labels: section four, senior, taking charge
♥HSINTUNG:D
quoted from yuki: fate plays sick jokes.
I never hoped to be one of those victims of fate. But I am an indirect victim of it, and I never want to be in fate's direct path of destruction.
I don't remember. Honestly, I couldn't remember if I intended to give a gift or not. I cried after that. I lost control. Knowing that I never made the effort to know you. After I went home, a tiny note I saw told me I really did intend on that gift. A tiny sliver of a memory of you. Thank goodness I saw that. It barely made me feel better. I hope you know we'll always been there for you.
I owe them an explanation. I know I do. I wasn't ready to talk at the table. I'm not ready now. I don't think I'll be ready ever. But I want to face the music. I'm sitting on the fence.
I'm naturally a reflective person. Sometimes I might sound harsh, or seem too indifferent. You might think I know what I'm doing, but the truth is I get caught in the moment. After I walk away, I think about what I just did; what I just said. And all of it boils down to my moment of selfishness. It's like arguing with my sisters and hitting them in a fit of anger, then after that when I cry, I realise that I shouldn't have. But I don't apologise, even though I regret it so much.
I really just lost control and cried there. Especially thinking about the problems.
The worst thing ever is knowing that in three weeks time, the seniors will officially step down. Nobody to rely on telling you: No, do it this way, it'll be better. Knowing that the secthrees and me: We'll be the ones people depend on. Aptly put by Eunice: The sectwos need us! And yes, definitely true. The understanding that I will need to carry a heavier burden in three weeks... It's scary. I can't tell if I'm looking forward to it or not. Now,I'm not doing my best. But I want to. I will. I want that to happen.
I think this post is all serious and heavy. I can't think of writing anything happy when something so big has happened. And I know, this post is so messy and disorganised. They are all linked but different at the same time....
On a light note, I'm back from camp and my back aches. And thanks so much to Yuki for being there. Kay,that's all I can write.
<33,hsintung.
Labels: burden, fate, memory, regret, section four, thank you
♥HSINTUNG:D
Sunday, June 13, 2010
we go out; we have fun. people i barely knew seemed like people i've known forever!:)
HEY PEOPLE!
i know it's been, two days since i last blogged! i feel guilty breaking my streak. but oh well, who cares! i had fun and it was totally worth it^^
went out on friday with the BOBs! hehe damn fun(like duhh~) i was first to reach! cool right! getting earlier and earlier manxz! slacked @ lucky for one hour then went over to LICK- little ice cream kafe!:D
went for the ice cream buffet. whooo shiok manxz. just spam flavoured ice creams and mix-ins. what the heck their mars bars in wild strawberry was FROZEN! heheh!:) butterscotch tasted NICE~ wild strawberry was awesome as well!:)
after a lot of eating, camwhoring and decorating the photo to put on the wall, we went to BUGIS!
walked around, went arcade(got pwned @ bball!), screwed up time for proposal(SHOOTXZ!), went starbucks to steal wifi(ROFL!), and stared @ water fountain! xinhao took the opportunity to scare little kids:O
ate mos burger for dinner! found miraculous fries! everyone pretended it was effin' nice. i think is pretend anw, cause it didnt really taste that great to me O.O
after that a lot of people went home but yihng and xinhao and xiaoqi and i still wanted to play (TEEHEE!) so we went to xinhao's house. it was kinda late! then we played with his instruments and messed around with his twitter and facebook and played a few rounds of taiti!
it got late so me and xiaoqi CHIONGED!! home. but they all still wanna play so we agreed to meet up the next day @ lucky AGAIN! hahaha.
meet up @ lucky the next day....
I WAS LATE!
but i ended up being first there.... spent time reading my seventeen mag, drinking mango snowshake w/ colourful jelly and eating boost chocolate(wasn't THAT nice D:) finally xinhao reached! he spammed photos, and we played with coins. we were trying to find it's center of gravity! ROFL!
then xiaoqi finally reached, and finally yihng! with his wet hair and bulky bag and freakin' heavy shoebag!
talked and messed around. effin' funny! saw clement from 1HM! his friend is my junior! then i try to be friendly but he say he dunno me :( after that we tried to survey them for open house and attempted to convince them to persuade their siblings to come chungcheng! funny ttm cause clement's friend said : i dont have little brother or little sister.
i was on the wrong wire and i thought "he doesnt have a little brother?" out loud. *sick joke!* we all started giggling except for yihng, who couldnt get the joke HAHA.
then we had to explain how it translates to "ta mei you xiao di di" and how "xiao di di" is AHEM! then he started cracking up HAHA.
took bus to xiaoqi's house(the sunny spring)!
they taught me how to play mahjong and in-between. won $$ for in-between but lost a lot for blackjack HAIX! second time playing money sia~ :O ate a late lunch (WE ATE CHICKEN @ GEYLANG!)
went to playground to play and camwhore. TOOK A LOT OF PICS (Y) promise to put them up!:)
drew words in the sand! played @ the slides! had fun @ the swings! see-sawed!
went to singpost to eat dinner AGAIN! went to food court haha. basically talked about random stuff.
i think i shut up a lot with yihng xiaoqi xinhao outing cause' idk, i wasn't really into the same kind of music. but hey, i kinda know more bands now so i can listen to them okay! (Y) so bands-to-listen-list: THE KILLERS, SNOW PATROL, YELLOW *something*, ALL TIME LOW, THE ACADEMY etc.
yihng brought up a good point: we've known each other for less than a week. but strangely, it feels like we've known each other forever! (L) that feeling!:) it's like we've been a clique or best friends since kids or something! totally hit the nail on the head and i'm like, OH YEAH I DIDNT REALISE. the comfort between everyone~ :D
kay, i promise pics later or tmrw!:)
<33,hsintung.
P.S finally done with the section tee business! YAYYYYYYYYYY!
went to singpost to have a late dinner!
Labels: bands, blackjack, bob, camwhore, chungcheng, comfort, forever, fries, fun, ice cream, in-between, junior, lucky, mia, music, note to self, section four, taiti
♥HSINTUNG:D
Sunday, June 6, 2010
ohmysky!
Omg I couldn't sleep the whole night yesterday! Sucked ttm: kept tossing & turning like no tmrw. Keep checking my phone which was next to me (cause' I was texting Hanyi before I tried to sleep) for the time. Slowly, one hour by one hour pass. Then @ about 5am, I realised that the whole room was not able to sleep. LOL! Fail right! So me & my sisters went out to paint nails (we had nothing to do._.) and watched our new dvd featuring Korean stars. Cause' it was cheap so we buy lorh, and we spent three hours watching it HAHAHA. It's got me into Oh! by SNSD. Oh well~
Then I tried to go back to sleep @ about eight, after my horrific attempts to paint my nails pale mint green. SIANXZ! Imma try to paint my fingernails successful today!:D
I slept till twelve(FINALLY CAN SLEEP YAY!) then woke up. Mum went out le, then dad went for badminton so me and my sis, we all slacked in the room abit. Then last minute we made a random decision to go Suntec.
Spamspamspam get ready in under half an hour and we chiong outta the house B) I wore new chio red socks today (Y)
Then take circle line go to promenade, and went to find the tutu kueh store. TURNS OUT NO MORE LE T.T THEN I NO MORE TUTU KUEH TO EAT :'(
So we walked around looking for something to eat, and I saw ZhiYang:O
In the end settled for Macs. Stupid stupid, my McCafe drink costs more than my sister's McValue Lunch! WTF! Then we went up to THEFACESHOP and bought more nail colours(HAHA,spam, I know:P but I only bought base kayxz!) Then go arcade, and spent more money (*sobs*) Then go home!
Walked back from Paya Lebar and we took shortcut. Before turning into the alley, I saw Darren(3EP Darren, not sectwo Darren haha ;D)
Me: *thinking* Is that DARREN??
*Darren waves*
Me: *waves back*
(shouting) You come here for what?:O
Darren: TUITION! (shouting back)
Me: Oh. Here got tuition meh??!
*walks off*
Rofl. Something like that. So I discussing with my sisters if around the area got tuition not. But, I don't recall have leh. :/
So yeah, basically, went out for less than three hours and saw two chungcheng people. ZZZZZZZ.
Now, I supposed to be doing section tee design but I floated off to YouTube. I just stopped! So must finish the design now:)
Ohmysky I updated three days in a row, didn't I? ^^
<33,hsintung.
Labels: chungcheng, nails, section four, sleep, SNSD, suntec, text
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